Crystal Memories (Yuzuru Hanyu One-shots based on lyrics)

(Yuzuvier) Keitai Renwa

I could smell that. You're drunk again.

I wonder if I should end everything here-

So you can't go to the bar without worrying "oh I have a mate at home".

But I can't.

My tangled fingers immediately unlocked as you nearly tripped over.

I don't have the courage of doing so.

At least, not yet.

And the you pushed me away while walking back to your room.

Or I should say, our room.

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Hey, connecting the words "I love you"
While smiling saying it's a lie
We're separated by the receiver wherever we go
A reasonable love story,
A decided set of dialogue
Holding my breath,
"I love you"
Even if this love is like a cup of black tea,
That I wouldn't throw away even if it went cold without a sip
Using words surpassing the heart,
Let me hear your voice...
Hello?

-

I took a sip of my cup of tea.

It's cold already. And it's not the usual green tea I'd drink to.

Maybe I need some mood changes.

I stared at the cup, and decided to add a little more hot water to it.

Maybe I should still hope.

Hope for you to love me again.

But how long can this hope last?

I know its candle is nearing the end.

It isn't far.

But I'm not ready for that pain yet.

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Memories and the connecting lines of the present,
From when did they start to almost fray?
The mistakes I've grown accustomed to alone,
No matter when,
My irritable heart won't stop

You've already broken me,
With the worst of words anyways
That mischievous gentleness of yours,
Makes my heart feel strange
It hurts my rampant heart!

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"Hey."

Another night.

The sun is setting and you're tying your shoelaces.

Going outside...again.

"Hey Javi." those little mutters escaped my mouth.

How ironic that I found calling your name strange.

Unfamiliar.

Like I haven't spoken these words for ages.