Sacrifice and Suffering

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[Giannelle] ⚠️TW: suicide ⚠️

Ava's POV

"Sacrifice, A word I never want to hear again, because of that one word I lost everything"

"I'm sorry A" Dua spoke up with an accent

"I lost the love of my life Y/n Y/l/n I miss that girl more than anything, I can't see her, you can't see her but she's here she saw me release my debut album and saw it get the recognition it deserved hearing my song on the radio every other day and singing along the second it came on she seemed so proud. It's a bittersweet feeling thinking that my girl risked her life for me, to that guy who tried to kill me good job you killed my girlfriend I hope you're happy with your accomplishment" I was in tears by the end of it, I miss my baby

I collapsed onto my knees and started crying, Dua, Cirkut, and Bebe all ran to my side. Dua hugged me tightly as I cried into her shoulder

"It's gonna be okay Ava" she said trying to comfort me

"No Dua it's not, imagine being so in love with a person and the next thing you know they're gone with no goodbye"

"She's right A it's fine because I'm right here" it was y/n it felt so good to see her face again, but it was just an illusion

"Are you okay Koci?" Bebe asked, It usually pissed me off when she called me that but I couldn't do anything but cry at that moment I couldn't think about anything but her and it was cute when she was alive but now that she's gone it pains me to even hear her name

"Ava? Ava? Hello?"

I snapped out of my thoughts and just fell to the floor

Dua's POV

She was broken I could see it from a mile away she was one of my closest friends and it hurt me to see her like this, it's not like her to break down like this. I sighed and pulled Bebe and Cirkut aside

"What Dua"

"Y/n gave me a video, she knew she would die before Ava. It's some sort of physic shit I don't know"

"Don't you think that'll make it worse, Du?" Cirkut asked

eh I didn't really like that nickname and he knew it but continued to call me that

"Well like Dixie said, 'sometimes you gotta break your heart to heal it'. maybe it's what Ava needs"

"You have a point but you have to stop hanging out with literal CHILDREN Bebe you're 31 years old"

[Giannelle] no hate at all and I have no problem with it this was just for the sake of the story

she sadly looked down silently

"shit-"

"what!"

"AVA, SHE'S GONE"

"NO, NO NO NO"

"BLEATA REXHA STOP EATING THEIR FUCKING FOOD AND LET'S GO" Cirkut yelled out

Bebe's eyes widened making her look insulted so she clapped back at him by saying

"I'M SORRY HENRY RUSSELL WALTERS"

The same look spread across his face

"BOTH OF YOU LET'S GO" I yelled out frustrated that they don't care that their friend could literally be killing her self right now.

we ran to the first place we thought she could be: the bathroom

"AVA, WHAT THE FUCK"

"Çfarë dreqin po shkon me ty" I suddenly yelled out in Albanian, because THAT'S the first thing that comes to mind

[Giannelle] if this is wrong don't blame me blame google translate

"E humba dashurën time" she clapped back, crying more than when we last saw her in the kitchen

"Ava don't do this"

"How did you-" Bebe questioned while I was wondering the exact same thing, apparently Ava was too because she looked up at him with a face of confusion

"That's not important"

"I can't let you do this"

"I refuse to live the rest of my life suffering or in general, I'll miss you guys"

She pointed the gun at her head and pulled the trigger

"NO!" I called out starting to cry

"Dua" Bebe said with sympathy in her voice

"What"

"Come here"

She held out her arms for me to give her a hug, I hesitated at first but eventually just fell into her arms


[Giannelle] I feel like this is too much...

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