April pov

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There was so much on my mind. My dad, Sterling and now Hannah B and Blair. I can't believe she kept their relationship from me, I wondered if Ezekiel knew. All I wanted was to be in Sterlings arms.

I turned around to face the wall. I'd been doing a lot of thinking. I couldn't be doing whatever me and Sterling were doing. Not until my dad and I figured things out. Also I still couldn't get over how I hurt Sterling. It didn't matter to me that she'd gotten over it, I still hurt her and I couldn't forgive myself.

"Do you want to listen to some music?" How could I say no. Don't do this to me. I grabbed one of the headphones and put it in my ear. I closed my eye and tried to sleep. I listened as the songs changed. Was this my playlist? Apparently I said that out loud.

I knew Sterling was lying when she said she hadn't listened to it. She put her hand in-between us. I couldn't do this but leaving her hanging would hurt her. I placed my hand on hers interlock our fingers. For a minute everything felt fine, then slow burn started playing. It was our song. It brought up the memory from the night of the lock-in.

"What is this?" I couldn't stop the words from coming out.

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