Desperado

Daydream Scenarios. Heto na.

I gone astray. I don't know where to go, lost. Confused. Puzzled. Dumbfounded. Those words can fit to "what I feel right now". Clouds are gray, yet I'm blue. Searching for the answers, unaware of what's next. I hear the roar of the clouds warning that a storm will come in minutes. I don't care, I like the weather right now. I'm gloomy, darkened by those around me. I'm alone.

Wind starting to get cold as I walk by the pathway, the chilling sensation makes me want to sit down and realize. Good thing there's a two benches facing each other, surrounded by trees and withered leaves. This is the right place. As I sit, I feel nostalgic. Those moments with her. I suddenly remembered, this was the place we used to hang out. Laughing. Smiling. The happiness won't stop, but time does.

"I still miss her."

There's so many things I must change. I must learn the difference. Discrepancies. It starts to rain, and I'm still sitting here, heads up, letting the raindrops pour on my weary face. The loud noise of the raindrops falling. I liked it.