Carrie's POV
"Why are you saying all that?" I asked as tears fell from my eyes.
"I see you push away food all the time Care...you haven't been eating much you've lost some weight." He said coming towards me.
"No I haven't Mike." I said stopping him. "I am fine, quit saying that stuff about me." I said putting my hands on his chest.
"Carrie its true." Mike said looking down at me seriously.
"Mike no its not, I am fine...I am happy, please stop saying all those things." I begged tears still falling from my eyes.
"Look at me." Mike said putting his finger under my chin, and lifting it for my eyes to meet his. "I am trying to help you...let me in." Mike said looking at me seriously. "Please baby." He begged as I stared into his eyes.
"Mike I am fine, really." I said pulling my hand away from his.
"How much do you weigh?" Mike asked leading me into the bathroom.
"Uh...126? last time I checked." I replied fixing my hair in the mirror.
"Come here." Mike said leading be by the shower, towards the scale. I sighed and stepped on it. When the number came up my jaw dropped, and I quickly put my foot over the number.
"Did that say 104?" Mike asked looking at me seriously "Carrie." He sighed closing his eyes gently, trying to calm himself down. Honestly I was shocked myself. I didn't know it had gotten that low. "Are you doing this because of me?" Mike asked looking worried.
"Doing what? I'm not doing anything I'm fine...its not even that much." I said as I walked over towards him.
"Carrie..." Mike said looking down at me. "Care, that's 25lbs, you barley eat anymore why?" Mike said as a tear fell from his eye.
"Why are you taking this so seriously? I've lost a few pounds thats fine..." I replied wiping my eye gently.
"Not when your pregnant... Carrie your tiny." Mike said turning me around to face the body mirror. To me I didn't look small at all. "You so small...why are you doing this to yourself?" He asked with his hands on my shoulders.
"Stop." I said turning around and pushing him away from me. "I am fine Mike! How many times do I have to say that!" I yelled pushing him away from me. "Numbers don't mean anything Mike I-"
"Carrie!" Mike angrily yelled back. "Stop! You can't lie to me I can see it...stop pushing me away!" He exclaimed as more tears fell from my eyes. "Just talk to me." Mike begged trying to hold my hands but I slowly pulled away.
After all these years...now he knows. The one thing that I never wanted Mike to know. I have always struggled with my self image, and I've covered it up so good...not anymore he knows.
After this chapter I'm taking a small break just for probably 2 weeks I just need a break, need to write some more so I hope y'all love it!!!
