"dear dad"

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*( no matter what I love u even though we ain't what we used to be once )*

U might be surprised
But ur daughter ain't as brave as u think
She will never admit
But she is really good at acting

If u believe I'm not a practical person
I'm not ok
But I'll keep shut untill I prove u wrong someday

Toxic isn't it
I know dad but what m I suppose to make out of what we r today

I got sexually assaulted in my own bed while I was sleeping by someone I thaught I knew so well
U know we got some serious issues when I couldn't tell u that ....

When I try to get closer u always do something that pushes me away
But why is it that I can't stoping loving u...
So please give me a chance to be a good daughter before it gets too late...

U don't know dad
But my heart really hurts right now
But I can't not finish this lame poem
But in the end whats the use when u r never gonna hear me out.....

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