Do i really deserve him

Chapter 65

It had been a few hours after we finished filming the YouTube video and then I just sat watching josh edit the video

"Are u sure u want me to uplaud this video cause i feel like it's invading ur privacy"josh said

"no go ahead uplaud it"i said

i then just hung out with the girls and they kept asking me whats wrong and ngl it annoyed me so i just told them about the "abuse"

about 20 mins later i got a call from my brother

"mads are u okay"nick said

"why wouldn't i be"i said

"i just watched the teatok and...u know"he said

Oh shit I totally forgot about my brother now I have to lie to him too

"oh that dont worry im fine its okay"i said

"its not fine i still need to talk to u"he said

"r u still at taylers house or have u went back to the hype house"i asked

"im still at taylers with dari but he's not home yet"he said

"ok wait im coming now"i said

"guys im gonna go now cause my brother wants to talk to me"i said

"Who's dropping u home"nessa said

"idk but which ever boy i find first"i said

"okay we love u and again we are sorry for what happened"nessa said

"i love yall too"i said and we all got in a group hug

i then went to find someone to take me home and obvs blake had to be the first person i saw but i didnt really mind

"hey can u drop me home but if u cant its okay ill ask one of the other guys"i said

"no no dont ask the others its fine ill drop u"blake said

"aww thx aand u know i think u earned ur spot as being my bestie"i said

"Say it louder so everyone else can hear that ur my bestie not theres"blake said really loud making sure almost evryone in the house heard

"shut up blake"kio shouted out of nowhere but im guesssing he was in his room

"oh bestie now so u aren't in the friend zone anymore"nessa said

"shut uppp"i said pushing nessa and she started to laugh

"anyways cya soon"i said

"cya"nessa said

i then got in blakes car and got in the front next to me obvs cause hes driving

"what is she on about"blake said

"nothing"i said

"well she said something about friendzoning so have u talked about me to her"blake asked

"what nooo"i said

"come on u can tell me its fine i wont judge"blake said budging my shoulder

"if u really want to know then the girls "ship" us or whatever but i just find it stupid cause we cleared it up and we are just friends or are we not"i said

"Friends right"I said A

"what no yeah we are just friends and yeah stupid its stupid"blake said

Blake POV

once again i got friend zoned by her and that shit hurts expecially if it's for the second time i really like her and i think she's a nice girl but she doesn't like me back but it's whatever

i then drove her to her house well taylers but sinse shes staying their I'll consider it as her house aswell and then parked the car infront of her house

"thank u for everything driving me and stopping me from that mf"she said and i smiled

"no problem anytime"i said still smiling and she smiled back at i then felt that moment between us but cleared my thoughts real quick

"friends just friends"i whispered to myself

"what"she said turning around and looking at me as she stepped out of the car

"what i didn't say anything"i said

"okay well have a good day bye cya soon"she said

"cya"i said and she closed my door and as she was walking to the front door and was just eyeing her up and down but then drived away before she turned around and noticed that

Madisons POV

I then opened the door and walked into the living room and nick was there upset and darianka was trying to comfort him

"whats wrong with him"i said

"you"darianka said

"why me"i said

"how couldn't u have ever told me about this i thought i was meant to be ur brother not stranger what happened to telling each other our secrets"nick said

i then tried to think of something to say cause obvs i had to lie about the abuse to him sinse he knows now

"nick u know its not that easy to come out about someone abusing u"i said

"look i get that but still i shuld have been the first person u told and look the full world knows before me probs tayler knows aswell"he said

"tayler doesnt know and actually..."i then started to fake cry cause my brother knows im softhearted and cry over anything so if i didn't cry he wouldn't believe me

"and umm i have never talked about it before and i was doing a teatok and the boys showed me what tony said and i couldn't take it no more so i had to let it all out"i said

"oh mads im sorry"he said and hugged me and i had a melt down but this time it was a real melt down cause i felt really bad for lying but i had to do it if i wanted to keep my career as an influencer

"girl u did the right thing to talk about it and im really sorry i could have just imagined ur pain and no girl should have to go through that"Darianka said and aslo hugged me as

Taylers POv

i just came back from the meeting it was a long day but the meeting wasn't as boring as i expected it to be

"Im back"i said as i walked into the living room and realised mads was crying so i hugged her as nick and darianka were hugging her aswell

"baby r u okay"i said and she gave me no response and just started crying

"what happened"i asked nick

"watch Josh's new youtube video"nick said

"huh josh what the hell would josh ever do to her"i said

"just watch the video"nick said

i then sat down and mads sat down next to me and she put her head on my shoulder and put my head on top of hers and gave her little head kisses

i then turned the tv on and played the youtube video and started waching it then as soon as i heard the words tony abused her i stood up

"THAT BITCH DID WHAT"i said and threw the remote at the tv and the tv cracked but i didn't care about that cause there other things to worry about other than the fact i just broke my tv

"tayler calm down its fine and im fine"mads said

"NO ITS NOT FINE ABUSE IS NEVER FINE"he said