Do i really deserve him

Chapter 37

"Tony"i said softly getting close to him

He didn't answer back so I went up to him and turned him around only to see his eyes closed

"OMG AGHHHH"I scream as i see tony lying on the floor and a bottle of pills spilled on the floor next to him

"whats wrong"everyone says walking in

"BRO"ondreaz said

"PLEASE TELL ME HES OKAY SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE QUICK"ondreaz says and he puts his hand on tony heart to check if hes still breathing

"is is he st- sti-still breat- breathing"i said crying heavily cause i was scared i didnt want to loose him

"its okay"nick says hugging me

"NO ITS NOT OKAY I CANT LOOSE HIM"i said pushing his away hands me

then the ambulace came

"so only one person can go in the ambulance with him whos the closest" the ambulance person said

"mads i feel like u should go cause i dont think he would want to see me"ondreaz said

"thank u dre"i said and got in the ambulance

"i know u will be okay"i said holding tonys hand and gave him a kiss on the forehead

Ondreaz POV

i let mads go in the ambulance with tony cause this was my fault i shoud have not even said that to him in the first place im so fucking stupid. I then get in my car with nick dixie and avani and drive to the hospital. We sit in the hospital waiting for a doctor to come out and then a doctor comes out

"is he okay"i said to the doctor getting up

"he still hasn't woken up yet"the docotor said

i sat back down and started crying

"bro hes gonna be okay"nick said and i put my head on his shoulder

"What if hes not it would be my fault"i said crying even more

"it wasn't ur fault and honestly and if I was in ur place at that moment i would have said something like that aswell"nick said

Nicks POV

i had never seen ondreaz cry before and the fact he loves his brother this much just melts my heart and made me sad and i tried to hold back tears to show ondreaz i was strong and we could get through this together

Madisons POV

it had been 4 hours and he still hasn't woken up yet so i was becoming even more scared i was sat next to him squeezing his hands so tight

"Tony pls wake up i love u so much and i dont know what i would do without u pls wake up"i said squeezing his hand really tight and crying and i felt his hand grip back

"tony"i say and i felt like i was having a heart attack

i looked at him and his eyes was opening so i get up and go call the doctor quickly and she comes in and checks on him

"I think he's fine now he just needs a bit of rest that's all do u want me to tell the others"she says

"no i want to speak to him first"i say and she's closes the door as she left

"why"i said and hugged him

"im sorry babe"he said

"sorry for throwing ur life away or me"i said

"i wasnt throwing u away"he said

"u were u have no idea how much u mean to me and me sitting in that chair for 4 hours had me thinking im gonna give my life up if urs was gone"i said

"im sorry but ondreaz was right if my child doesn't have a life then i dont deserve a life"he said

"dont say that u do deserve a life and the baby wasn't real anyways"i said

"idc if it was real or not but if it was real i would have killed my child"tony said

"Getting an abortion isn't killing someone and that's something u need to understand"I said

"I'm Sorry I wasn't thinking I should have used my brain just bc of something like this doesn't mean I should try and kill my self"Tony said

I then started to cry more

"Babe it's okay don't cry"he said

"I can't help it"i said and then everyone else walked into the room

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to say any of-" ondreaz said

"It's ok and what u said was true"Tony said

"No it wasn't true I wasn't thinking about ur life"Dre said and hugged him

"But why did u do it"avani said

"NOT THE TIME AVANI"I said and she nodded her head

"Mr lopez is all clear and can go home now"the doctor said walking in the room

"Yesss"i said and hugged tony

"I love u"he said

"Love u always and forever"I said

"Awww yall are couple goals"Dixie said and i gave her a pouty face back

"Hey that's my signature face"Addison says

"Well I'm using it now"I said and we all laughed