Madisons POV
"mads are u ready to film the teatok now"bryce said
"yes"i said
i then sat down on the couch and josh started the camera
"3 2 1"jaden said
"WHAT IS UP YOUTUBE"Bryce josh and jaden shouted while i just sat there
"i feel sorry for everyone in this house that has to hear u shout that nearly everyday"i said
"thank u finally someone said it"anthony said and walks into the room and sits on josh lap
"umm i feel like im interupting something"i said
"#janthony for ever baby"josh said
"anyways guys we are here with the one and only madison but im sure u guys know her but if not shes a hoe"josh said
"oh wow im a hoe now"i said
"yes"bryce said and the room went quiet
"nah were just kidding we love mads"jaden said
"anyways we have some juicy tea today for u guys"bryce said
"REAL JUICY"jaden said
"LIKE REALLYJUICY"jaden said
"i think it would be funny if u add the dan dan dan sound when ur editing that bit and like zoom into ur faces"i said
"oh so ur telling me how to edit my own videos now"josh said
"What else did it sound like she was saying"bryce said
"okay but like that idea was dope tho im defo gonna add that"josh said
"ur welcome"i said
"anyways so the tea for today is ex's drama"josh said
"talking about ex's bryce how are u and addison doing i heard u had a little fight but are u still together or what"jaden said
"me and addison are all good it was a stupid mistake but we all make mistakes so i chose to forgive and we are still together"bryce said
"round of appaulase for bryce being matture for once"jaden said and we all clapped
"speaking of being mature a 14 year old danielle cohn thinks shes mature enough to date an 18 year old mikey tua"josh said
"Wait what isn't that illegal tho"i said
"Well yes but u know the "hot privilage" is real so that's why he ain't in jail yet"jaden said
"people actually find this man hot or attractive i-"i said
"well according to dani he is"bryce said
"anyways talking about this whole relationship thing mads people want to know who are u dating tayler or tony"bryce said
"yh mads tell us"jaden said
"yh tell us"josh said
"Im dating.....drumroll pls.......tony"i said
"WHATT"josh shouts
"WEREN'T U JUST DATING TAYLER"bryce also shouts
"IVE OFFICIALLY LOST MY MIND AND HELLA CONFUSED"jaden also shouts
"see and just like that people believe anything that's said on the internet no im not dating tony im dating tayler"i said
"well i think tony had something to say about ur brake up"jaden said
"Really"josh said
"where did u see that"bryce said
"he does"i questioned confused
"haven't u seen his ig story"jaden said
"nope i unfollowed him so i haven't seen it"i said
jaden then showed me the video
"are these things true"bryce said
"wow so ur one of those people that belive anything anyone says"i said clearly knowing all the stuff was true but just didn't want the guys to think the worst of me
i then checked my ig then relised how everyone was now hating on me and saying im cancelled and everything
"so if those thing aren't true could u tell us what is"josh said
"gladly"i said
"so basically the things he said might be true but never said the story behind it yes i did cheat on him and broke up with him but i did that because....."i then started to cry to make it seem more realistic
"i did that because i was in a really toxic relationship with him and he would abuse me all the time and i needed to find a way to brake up with him without him hurting me so i cheated on him with tayler so I could brake up with him for cheating on him also im sorry guys to everyone i might have hurt by this but there is no chance that we are getting back together"i said
(also guys i know abuse isn't something to joke about and if u have went through it or going through it i advise u tell someone cause abuse is a serious matter and NEVER ok)
"mads we're really sorry we had no idea you went through that"josh said
"no it's okay i grew up abusing myself cause of my brother and i thought it was my fault he left and still do but that's not the point my point is I've been hurt to many times to even care now"i said
"mads are u sure ur okay cause abuse isn't okay"bryce said
"im sure dont worry"i said
"Well i think i should be worried cause didn't he slap u today aswell"bryce said
"he slapped her today like today today and i had no idea"josh said
"ur not the only one"jaden said
"well that was my fault cause we were having an argument and i dared him to slap me cause he said he wanted to so he did but i slapped him back"i said
"it doesn't matter if u slapped him back and u shouldn't say its ur fault ever cause he still slapped u and layed hands on u"josh said
"can we change the subject now cause it hurts to talk about this"i said still faking my tears
"anyways guys i don't think i can carry on with this video after hearing that so im sorry todays tea tok might be short i love u all and stay safe"josh said
"bye"the boys said and josh stopped the camera
"mads why didn't u tell us about this sooner"bryce said and hugged me
"it's just hard to even talk about it i haven't even told anyone about this ur the first people that know about this"i said
"u haven't even told tayler or ur brother"jaden asked
"no"i said
"told anyone about what"blake said walking into the room
and josh looked at me and i nodded so that he could tell him
"abuse....her ex tony abused her"josh said
"but like didnt u slap him back"blake said
"u don't get it that slap is another situation and the bit where he abused her was another situation that i think happened awhile ago that's why they broke up"josh said
"i feel so bad im so sorry for what happened"he said
"its fine"i said
"can i give u a hug cause i feel like u need one right now"blake said and i nodded and then he gave me a hug
"just date already it's pretty obvs u like each other"addison said as she came into the room while me and blake where still in a hug
"not now addison it's not the time"bryce said and addison realised i was upset
"mads are u okay what happened"she said hugging me and i started to cry more to make it seem more realistic
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Do i really deserve him
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