Do i really deserve him

Chapter 32

I wiped my tears before walking into taylers apartment cause i didnt want him to know i had been crying

"oh hey ur back early"he said

"yep"i said and going to taylers room but it was kind of my room too cause i was staying with him

"girl why have u been crying what has tony did this time"he said turning me around

"i havent been crying im fine"i said

"u know ur just making me sad when i see u sad and u dont want to make ur bestfriend sad do u"he said

"yes its tony"i said hugging him and started crying

"i thought u were over him why u crying again"he said

"tony gonna be a father" i said

"when did yall have sex that ur now pregnant with his baby"tayler said

"its not mine"i said

"oh"tayler said and looked down

"im not even mad about that the worst part is that the mother is someone that i hate so much jessica"i said

then there was a knock on the door and tayler went to open it but i still was hugging him cause i didnt want to let go of him

"Dude whats wrong with u leave us alone"tayler said

i then took my face of taylers chest only to see tony the one person i didnt want to see right now

"mads im sorry"he said crying

i then just slapped him

"did that slap make u feel better cause u can slap me again"tony said

i was about to slap him again but tayler stopped me

"its not worth it leave him i want to hear what he has to say"tayler said letting tony in

we then sat down on the couch i still had my head on taylers chest

"tayler im sorry for everything i didnt mean to hurt u i was just jelous that u and madison had been hagging out so much and it just felt like she replaced me and so did u when u choosed her over me think if u were in my position how would u have felt if this happened to u cause im sure if madison left u for me u would be jelous"tony said

"well u do have a point"tayler said

"can we just go back to how we were before and be bros i really missed u i thought u coming back to LA would be fun and games but i guess it wasn't"tony said

"i guess i cant be mad at u forever"tayler said and he got up and gave tony a bro hugg

"good to have u back bro"tony said

"me to"tayler said

"and madison im sorry i didnt mean to have sex with her and as i said i was jelous and wanted to make u jelous so thats why i did and istg i used protection but i just dont know how she-"

"tony stop"i said

"i forgive u and i hope we can just be friends again"i said

"wait really"he said

"u thought u wouldn't forgive me"he said hugging me

"ive missed ur hugs so much im looking forward to getting one of u everyday"i said laughing

"u can have one every minute if u want"he said and then we all started laughing

"group hug"tayler said and we all hugged

"who wants in and out"tayler said

"me"i said

"count me in aswell"tony said

"well u two can stay here while i go get it and come back"tayler said

"okay"i said and he left

"so are u and jessica a thing now"i said

"WHAT no NEVER"tony said

"well what about the baby is she gonna get an arbotion or are u keeping it"i said

"honestly i dont know"he said

we kind of just started staring at each but god did i miss staring into his beautiful eyes but then i was cut out of my thought by tony kissing i kissed him back cause he got into my head i then pulled away

"tony stop"i said

"im sorry i just missed ur soft lips"he said

"just cause were friends now doesnt mean i want to get in a relationship with u again i gave u a chance so don't ruin it and take it for granted"i said

"yes ik im sorry i shouldn't have but i couldn't help it"he said

We then sat there in silence it was awkward until tayler came back

"So what happened while i was gone"tayler said

"u werent even gone for 10 mins what do u expect to have happend"i said rolling my eyes

"alot"he said

"Well nothing happened so cut it out"i said

We then sat down and started eating our food

"So mads theres something i need to tell u"tayler said

"what is it"

"well im going on tour for a a week i didnt want to go at first cause i didnt want to leave u alone but sinse u and tony are friends now is it ok if u stay with him while im gone"he said

"yes okay"i said

i honeslty didnt want to stay with tony just yet but i wanted my bestfriend to be happy and i didnt want me to be the reason he couldn't go on tour so i just agreed to stay with tony

tayler was going to go tomorrow morning so i decided to go over to the hype house today so i got my stuff ready then when i was about to leave i gave him the biggest hug ever

"im gonna miss u bestie"i said still in a hug with him

"im gonna miss u to promise me u will be okay"he said looking me in the eye

"i promise"i said 

the i kissed him

"that was a good luck and be safe and goodbye kiss"i said

he then kissed me bck

"that was the same kiss back to u"he said

tony then came next to me pouting his lips for a kiss

"wheres my kiss im ur friend too"he said

i smacked my hand over his lips

"hey what was that for"he said

"u dont get a kiss"i said and we all started laughing i gave tayler one last hug before i left