The Way We Once Were (Eremika Modern AU)

Chapter 16

Eren's POV:
It's been three days since this argument "if you call it that" with Mikasa we haven't talked since then and I haven't told anyone about our argument either

I saw from Sasha's account that Mikasa went out with Porco again so she really meant what she said does she really want to date him or is she doing this just to prove me something

Since what happened at Zeke's we have grown apart things and I hate that

I will however see her today since it is Sasha's birthday maybe I will try to fix things between us even though I am still mad about what she said but someone has to be the one who starts talking

I drove to the club where Sasha held her birthday in everyone was already there drinking and some were dancing I was a little late but Mikasa wasn't there she hadn't came yet

I said hi to everyone I took a drink and swallowed it in one go Armin then came closer to me
"Hey where is Mikasa, I thought you'd come together" he yelled a little just to get me to hear him over the music
"I don't know we haven't talked recently" I said drinking another shot
"Mikasa you finally came" Sasha yelled enough for all of us to hear I turned my head towards where she was looking and I saw Mikasa coming hand in hand with Porco

I couldn't hear the music anymore, the room seemed to have less and less people until I could only see her and the man she's holding hands with and hear the sound of my own heart breaking into a million pieces

I just lost her again even after showing her how much she meant to me I lost her

"E..Eren are you ok?" Armin brought me back to reality I could feel a tear running down my face I wiped it away quickly and turned my head around
"Yeah Armin I am fine" I took another shot, I am not a fifteen year old to go away and make a scene the best thing to do now is drink

Everyone was on the dance floor including Mikasa who was accepting drinks earlier from Porco I was keeping an eye on her she was dancing very very closely to Porco now he was touching her every where

That was it for me I was boiling I couldn't stand the way she got too close to him I don't know if it was out of jealousy or becasue the drinks I took started to hit a little but I went to Mikasa and grabbed her from her arm
"We need to talk" I said dragging her out of the dance floor Porco was yelling something but I don't give a shit about him

"Eren you're hurting me what are you doing?"
"Well I should ask you the same question a..are you really going out with him?" Mikasa took a long pause before talking
"Will..will it matter" I let go of her hand and took a step back
"Yes it will matter to me" again I don't know if it was the drinks, my anger or jealousy that was controlling me now but I was definitely talking without thinking
"Mikasa I know you said to forget it but I can't this night we had is special and always will be special to me I thought my actions gave away my feelings but Mikasa I love you I have always loved you since were were children you were always by my side and I'd love to have you by side as my girlfriend, fiance or wife as long as you're with me as long as we're together I will be happy"

My heart was beating so fast now Mikasa had her eyes widened it's been minutes but it felt like years Mikasa hasn't said a thing yet so I decided I should talk again

"Mikasa.. What am I to you?"

I could feel the burn on my cheeks but I didn't care Mikasa too was blushing and I was waiting again for her to say anything
"Eren You're.."
Before she could say anything Porco came with Sasha
"Hey Mika what's taking you so long?" Porco said looking at both of us while Sasha was smiling awkwardly
"Mika..?" I paused looking at Mikasa who had a sad eyes now I could feel my heart breaking even more
"Go Mikasa just go" I moved my hand through my head and sighed Mikasa was walking with them she looked back once I followed them back looking at the ground