Dark Thoughts

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So my heart stopped when I saw you.

I wasn't prepared.

So I opened my mouth and whatever I said I said.

I just couldn't believe it.

I didn't think I would see you again.

I didn't think we would ever talk again.

I mean properly.

And we were together for a couple of hours talking.

And it was nice.

And my heart did the fluttery thing when I first saw you.

And my hands started to shake.

And I bloody prayed you didn't notice.

Because I thought is was in some sort of a dream.

It must have been.

You were talking to me.

You were talking to me.

You were talking to me.

You were talking to me.

And I hope this doesn't go backwards.

That we can actually potentially go back to normal.

That everything that was said and done is the past.

That we can be friends.

Because it would hurt me even more if we couldn't.

Because this 'ex-good-friend' thing has happened before and it ended in a fucking disaster.

With me holding a grudge for years.

So don't lose contact again.

Please don't lose contact again.

Please.