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I feel blocked.

I am no longer on the same wavelength as everyone else.

They have read ahead in the textbook of life and I am trailing behind.

I don't matter.

I don't need to be included.

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I try to include myself and involve myself but-

I feel like I am pushed off and away.

I wasn't there for them before so why now?

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Sometimes it feels like a big ole PÍSS OFF.

A bit of a slap in the face.

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I mean who cares?

Who cares about me?

I don't.

I am just a minor piece in the whole scheme of things really.

I don't matter.

I don't think I care anymore-

Not about me anyway.

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