Juliana,
It's been a month since I had to come live with this bum and I hated it with a burning passion. He was barely here and when he was he was beating on me I had terrible nightmares I was tired of this life and wanted to go back to my real home with april.
I had to get up and get ready for school I really didn't wanna go though I was just ready for everything to just be over. After I got out the shower I dried off brushed my teeth and lotioned up I went and put on my panties and bra then I put on some red yoga pants a white tshirt and my blue jean jacket I put my hair in a ninja bun and put on my diamond necklace and earrings. I had to hide my jewelry because my daddy was tryna sell it for drugs.
I sprayed my perfume and grabbed my things heading out the door I was actually kinda happy my room wasn't on the second floor because it made it easier to sneak out. I didn't have my car anymore so I walked to school. I finally arrived and was greeted by que.
Jacquees,
I arrived to school early today Im usually never on time but I walked into school and seen julissa this girl I used to like back in middle school but she always hoed me.
"Que!" She yelled out I just looked at her
"Hey" I said dryly
"Its been a long time how have you been?" She said with a smirk
"Quit with the fake shit julissa you see me everyday at school" I said in a irritated voice
"I know I just miss you" she said walking towards me I backed up until I hit the lockers then she kissed me and made me put my hands on her booty. I pulled away and as soon as I did I seen brionna out the corner of my eye I then looked at her as she quickly walked off. I then pushed julissa out the way and walked out the school where I seen Juliana walking up she told me she moved back in with her dad so I haven't seen her too much except during school. Then I realized what happened and my expression quickly changed.
Juliana,
I walked into the school quickly so nobody would see the bruise under my eye. Que was standing right there so I had to move quick because if he found out my dad was beating on me he would be 38 hot. I put makeup on tryna cover the bruise but you could still kinda see it so I just had to hide it the rest of the day.
As I got to my locker brionna was walking up to me she had a crazy look on her face so I knew something had to be up.
"Bitch!" She yelled out
"What the hell brionna could you be any louder" I said laughing
"Now is not the time for jokes my nigga " she said with a serious face my face quickly changed
"What?" I said with a confused look
"Bitch have you seen que today?" She asked as I got my stuff for first hour
"Yeah but we didn't speak what happen?" I said now anxious to know
"I seen that nigga kissing julissa earlier when I first got here" she said and I instantly got heated
"Wow okay I got something for his little ass just wait" I said closing my locker and starting my walk to class
I got to class and walked in hurrying to my seat I just sat down and doodled in my notebook keeping my head down so nobody would notice my face. I was glad brionna didn't notice because her loud ass would've caused a scene. Que walked in and took his seat next to me I seen him out the corner of my eye but I never looked up I just kept drawing.
"Juju" he said looking over at me but I kept looking in my notebook "Juliana look at me" I ignored him Ms Jackson then walked in she talked for her usual ten minutes then gave us our work. As I was doing my work que slid a note onto my desk I picked it up and read it
I know you mad at me and I'm sorry
I just balled it up and sat it in the corner of my desk he then passed me another one
So you gon stay mad the whole day
I looked back at my work before I finally decided to write back
Maybe now leave me the hell alone
I threw it at him he caught it and he opened it read it and then wrote something back
Juliana you know I love you and I miss you
He slid the crumpled up paper back on my desk I read it and wrote back
Whatever nigga you say that but yo actions say otherwise and actions always speak louder then words now once again leave me the hell alone thank you
I passed it back and as he was reading the bell rung I grabbed my things getting up and walking out. The next three classes que bugged me like crazy tryna get me to talk to him but I didn't budge I wasn't giving in no matter how good he looked. The bell rung and it was now time for lunch and I was glad because I was starving I didn't eat at that house so school was my only food all day.
I walked into the lunchroom and grabbed awhole bunch of shit then going to the table where que was already sitting I huffed and walked over and sat down. As I was laughing and what not with the girls I felt que touch my face and I guess he had finally noticed the bruise
"Juliana what the hell happened to yo face" he said turning my face towards him
"Nothing I fell down the stairs I'm fine" I said brushing his hand off my face
"What you do land on somebody fist?" Gigi said with a crazy look on her face
"He's been hitting you juju?" Que asked looking into my eyes
"I'm fine okay!" I yelled as I ran out the cafeteria and straight into the bathroom where I sat in the stall and cried
School was finally over and I was at my locker getting my things so I can leave. I closed my locker door and seen que standing behind it
"You ready to talk to me now?" He said walking behind me as I walked off towards the door
"Nah not really" I said walking out the door and in the direction towards that hell hole
"Gah damn juju I'm sorry what I gotta do to prove to you?" He said still walking behind me as I picked up speed
"Nothing just leave me alone pretty simple" I said slowing down again "I'm tired of your sorrys and frankly my dear I don't care about them just like you don't care about me because if you did you wouldn't keep doing Shit to hurt me" I said stopping and turning around "how can you possibly love somebody when all you do is hurt them"
"But ju--"
"Look I really don't give a fuck about none of that shit because it ain't gon change the fact that you keep doing fufu lame shit " I said walking off again
I got back to the house and as soon as I opened the door my daddy slapped me causing me to hit my head on the wall and fall.
"What the fuck took you so long and why didn't you cook?" He said yelling at me and then walking upstairs
I quickly got up and ran to my room and locked the door I heard him walked back downstairs and I sat in the corner on the side of my dresser where he couldn't see me and just cried.
