Jacquees.
The other night with Juliana was great even though we didn't do anything but watch movies and chill it just feels amazing being around her. Juju is such a sweetheart and a good person it sucks to see her with that nigga especially when he doesn't deserve her or her love. I care for Juliana so much and it just irks me to see her with somebody else she deserves happiness she deserves a guy that will care for her and be there for her not mistreat and take advantage of her.
School just let out a couple of minutes ago and I'm walking home with issa and the boys. When I got home I hopped in the shower after 15 minutes I was finished I hopped out and dried myself off wrapping the towel around my waist. I brushed my teeth and put my dreads in a ponytail. I put on my black polo boxers a white tee and some levi shorts I was going to a kickback with the boys. After I sprayed my Cologne my phone started ringing and it was my ex nina. I hesitated but I then answered and I heard sobs
"Hello" I said with an irritated tone nina was a girl that meant everything to me at one point then I found out she cheated on me twice and ended up getting pregnant causing her to drop out of school.
"Jacquees I need you can I come over" she said as her voice cracked
"No I'm bout to leave what's going on" I said walking downstairs
"I just need somewhere to stay for the night" she said
"Sorry but you can't stay here look nina I gotta go" I said as I hung up the phone she pull the same shit on me everytime but this time I'm not messing with it. Everytime her and her momma get into it she wanna run away and I use to let her spend the night with me even after she cheated but I can't do that no more and I won't she's nothing to me at this point.
I yelled to my momma that I was leaving I walked out closing the door behind me and started to walk up the street. The kickback was only 3 blocks away so I arrived quickly after like a hour I went outside and started to shoot dice with my homeboy Chris. As we were shooting I seen Juliana walking up the street with devin I forgot that nigga lived on this block.
She waved to me and I waved back devin then yanked her arm and started to drag her up the street and yell at her I instantly became heated. He continued to yell at her and started to shake her that's when me and my boy ran up on him
"Aye nigga you betta keep yo fucking hands off of her before we have a problem " I said running up to him getting in his face
"And what yo lil weak ass gon do" he said pushing me I then pushed back
"STOP! Both of you" juju said getting in-between us but he pushed her out the way
"Lil nigga you betta get the fuck out my face before this shit turn ugly real fast" devin said walking up on me I pushed him again
"You betta just keep yo fucking hands off her" I said as Chris grabbed me and we went back down the street
Devin.
I don't even know why that lil nigga que just ran up on me like he was gon do something to me he need to stay the fuck out my way. Juliana need to stay the fuck away from that nigga and never say shit to him again. Yeah I'm cheating on juju now but she don't know that. I love Juliana and I don't really know why I'm even cheating but we been on and off for all of senior year. I love her I just don't know how to stay committed
"What the fuck was you doing waving to that nigga in the first place" I said pointing my finger in her face "you fucking him or something"
"No you sound dumb as shit for even saying that you know I'm good you always tripping " she said pushing me
"Let me find out you fucking one of these niggas it's over " I said yelling at her
"You a insecure asshole I've always been loyal to you" she said yelling back "if you want it to be over then it can be " she said
"You know what you can leave now get the fuck out " I said walking her towards the door pushing her out and slamming the door damn man but fuck it I don't need her attitude
Juliana.
After getting into that big argument with devin I left and walked home crying. I got home after 10 minutes and went straight to my room I was so tired of his bullshit. I stripped outta my clothes and hopped in the shower after being in the shower for 40 minutes I finally got out. I dried off and lotioned up I then brushed my teeth and put my hair in a ponytail I put on my blue and green striped bra and boyshorts I then got in bed.
I just laid there thinking how could he treat me this way how could he do this to me does he really even love me. I then just started to cry my phone rang and I answered tryna wipe my tears and clear my voice. When I heard the voice on the other end I was instantly soothed and relaxed.
"Juju, juju are you ok" que said to me "why are you crying?"
"Oh um I'm fine it's nothing really" I said wiping my tears I guess he could sense that I was lying
"What happened Juliana?" He said in a calm voice
"After you and devin got into it we got into a big fight and he put me out" I said sitting up
"He doesn't deserve you juju you deserve better" he said and he was right I just didn't know how to let go
"I'm going to bed see you at school tomorrow" I said to him
"Goodnight beautiful" he said before we hung up I had so much on my mind like I didn't know what to do. devin text me trying to plead his case and say he sorry i started to respond but i didnt. I just layed there and watched tv until I fell asleep.
