Who wants flowers when you're dead? nobody

4. princess

Oli's pov

Backstage I put a towel against my sweaty face and sigh. "You killed it Oli," Matt says and pats my back. I nod a little and close my eyes. I hate everything. I feel like half of the crowd hates me and everyone else sees the side of me they want to see. Not me..

Oli: you awake yet?

Special K: no

Oli: but you texted back¿

Special K: because you might need me, what's up?

Oli: I'm fine right now, just lonely. You can sleep

Special K: I'm actually sneaking out now, if I wake up theres no chance of me getting back to sleep, its 6am so it's fine

Oli: why sneak out? You're boyfriend seems to controlling

Special K: it's just how he is, he spoils me in cute outfits and toys but I'm not allowed to go out in public that much bc people might try to touch me or something or I might see a opportunity to leave..

Oli: the more you talk about him the more I feel like he's made you his little

Special K: well..

Oli: you call him daddy?

Special K: I don't like it but yeah, it's a rule. I need a place to stay and he gives me that.

Oli: get a friend to let you stay with them

Special K: I have no money. Or freinds. Vic literally buys me everything I want or need. Theres only a few downsides and all of them I can live through

Oli: make a friend, just get somewhere better. Get a job, and pay rent.

Special K: last time I tried that I got raped.. because I'm so 'perfect' and 'vulnerable' I cant be alone with guys. So no. I'm staying here. I'm safe here. Uncomfortable but safe

Oli: what about living with me? I have a big house, its lonely but theres enough space

Special K: you live in the uk.. no

Oli: okay, I cant force you but if you change your mind I'm here

Special K: thanks..

Oli: are you okay? You're usually more bubbly as you text

Special K: I'm currently being yelled at lol sorry but I gtg

Oli: let me talk to him

Oli: princess?

Oli: K?

Oli: text me when you can

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Theories?