Free Run : ( Chris Brown Story )

Free Run ✗22

"Nothing ma, why what's up?

"Alright now, enough time has passed for you to tell me what's going on. Why you have me keep lying to that boy telling him that you ain't here? Why his friends on my doorstep looking for you."

"Cause I just don't feel like talking to him, I don't want to be bothered by anyone it's not just him."

"Mhmm, baby I was born at night not last night. What did he do, come on tell me. I can't remember you coming to me about boy problems." My mom said prying information as she stood at the bottom on the stairs.

"I'm smarter than that, plus I never had any boy problems because I never kept them around long enough to be problems."

"I was young once I been hurt before, I cried just like you were."

"Pause, I wasn't hurt by anybody and yeah okay I was crying but I wasn't crying because somebody messed with me. It's just one of those days ma, that's it. I really need to shower now."

"But you been like this for the past two weeks in counting, let me tell you something. I gave birth to your ass and I'm also so woman, I can tell when you hurting. When I was around you age I had this guy that I liked a lot but I wasn't the type of person that lets her feelings be known, I'm not the one to make the first move. If you want me, you better make an effort to get me. The point being is that this guy was what I thought was my everything but he was only a wolf disguised in sheep's clothing. He toyed around with my emotions knowing that I had a thing for him. But once your father stepped into my life and the guy saw that he was losing me he started to change, but by then it was too late. I was much happier with someone who appreciate my affection and one kid later I'm still happy with someone who loves waking up to my face everyday and still appreciate him."

"Do you regret anything?"

"No, a woman should always know her worth. Now go, remember what I said."

That mothers intuition is serious, after that unexpected talk I finished my process and headed out the door.

"Places, places everybody! We doing good so far, let's get it and take it from the top. I want a run through of the whole group scene!" The director shouted.

Chris ass was supposed to be directing this but again, his ass is off busy with something else important. That's a shame, you hired all these people to come through to some thing you set up and you can't even show your damn face? These people knocking on my damn door, practically making me come out like I called them out today. They lucky I didn't go get my daddy gun upstairs and make they asses leave.

Regardless, I made the best of the day. Needing his opinion on the piece, I called him one damn time and he didn't answer. "Hey punk ass, real nice of you to step up this music video and not show you ass up! Don't ever in your life send your people to my house and you still not even show your ass up to the set! You really on bullshit man!" I ended my voice messaged and wrapped up the video.

Shit, I'm proud of myself. Without him this baby was a smash and everybody out here killed it! Chris a real sucker for not coming through, I was going to be nice once I got here but I see we still with the shit!

The video shoot took up the rest of my day, before the mall closed I bought a couple of things and sat in the food court just thinking about whatever came to mind. I looked around at everyone having a good time, smiling, taking a moment out from their day to be with somebody while I'm sitting here all alone. I took care of some other things before I went home and found out some news that I wasn't ready for. Once I got up in my room I turned on the t.v and boom there was his face. Even when I'm away from him he's still around, on MTV there was a special about him called This Is How I Made It.