The Bet

Missing You

Jimin's POV

*knock knock knock*

"Sir"

"Sir"

"Sir!"

"Hmm......what......" zzzzzzzzzzz. I sat up slowly from my bed and rubbed my eyes. Trying my best to get rid of the sleep. But, nothing's gonna stop the bed from pulling me back down and going back to my dream land. Before my back can touch the welcoming soft cushions of the bed, a loud bang was heard from behind my door.

I was startled at the loud sound that made my eyes went wide. Later on, i found myself on the floor. Legs and arms stretched out like a child in the snow.

"Coming.." i said from inside, but loud enough for the person outside to hear me. I stood up and do my daily morning routines. Who could that person be? I mean, what could be the reason why someone is knocking at my door.

After changing, i opened my door and went down. As i climbed down the flight of stairs, i saw a pair of eyes meet mine. My eyes went wide as i saw the person sitting on my large couch as if he is welcomed.

"What the hell are you doing in my house early in the morning? Who even welcomed you in the first place?" I started walking towards the kitchen. He stood up and started following me to the kitchen.

"It's 10 already, it's almost late in the morning you mean." I rolled my eyes at his answer. What did i expect from his answer anyways? None right? Yes none.

I didn't answer him and instead continued walking until i reached our kitchen.  I got myself a glass of cold milk and a piece of bread, for breakfast. I dont eat alot every morning. A bread and milk will do.

"Hey. Wanna go out with me? Let's eat, my treat." I finished my food and showed the empty glass infront of him.

"Done." I said before putting the glass down in the sink. "Why are you even offering? You dont have to do these things just because you're forgiven." Taemin is kind, yes but sometimes he can be so annoying that all i want is to throw him outside the world.

I went outside my house, trying to find Prince. Havent seen him this morning, usually he would be the first living thing i would see when i open my eyes every morning. But sadly, not today because a mushroom is the first thing i saw... taemin. Tsk.

"C'mon, i wanna make it up to you. Please~ I'll introduce my girlfriend to you today." With that, my eyes lit up and i stopped in my tracks, fully facing him with a big smile etched in my face. I may look dumb but who cares, its just taemin in front of me.

"Really?!" I said. He smiled and ruffled my hair, he nodded and walked ahead of me to his car parked outside. "Yes!" I shouted and followed after him like a dog.

"How are you feeling?" He suddenly asked. We're currently heading to Starbucks, that's where i'll meet his girlfriend. And yes, he confirmed that this time. He is serious about his relationship with this girl. *sigh* All he needs is for him to realize that i am not the one for him.

I turned my head to him and looked back infront. I'm still sensitive about the topic, but i've decided that from now on, i will tell him what i truly feel.

"I'm fine." I lied. It's hard not to, when you're not really fine at all. Pretending that you are but not. Keeping it all inside, just for "safety".

"Liar. Answer me truthfully. Jimin i am now your friend. Everything in the past? I've already forgotten about those. I am here as a friend, someone who'll be your crying shoulder, a friend you can trust from now on." After he said these, i knew that he was right. A friend is always there for you. Right now, he's the only friend i have, i got. The others betrayed me. Treated me like a toy to be played with. Lied to me.

"I miss him." Was what i only said.

"It's hard isn't it? Even if he hurt you, you cant help but to miss him every single day. And i'm telling you, that'll only make it worse for you. Each passing day, the more that'll grow. You'll miss him badly. It's hard to move on, jimin."

"Is this based on your experience? Or is it just a fact you already know?" He chuckled and shook his head. I smiled slightly and looked out the window.

"Why not go back? If you are having a hard time here, not physically, but emotionally. Then why not go back. Confront him, tell him everything. Let him explain his side. You will never know unless you listen."

"I've seen enough taemin. I'm tired with all these dramas going on. They'll break me over and over again. Look i'm not a toy okay? You know that. You've made the same mistake." I know i came out harsh but he should know by now. We accepted each other already. No lies, be honest.

"I did a mistake, yes. And you ignored me. What happened after that? You ran away, our problem never solved. But when you allowed me to explain everything yesterday, what happened? Look where you are now, where we are. We are together in the same car, going to meet my girlfriend." I looked at my thumbs, rubbing each other. Calming me down, trying to fight back tears.

What if he finds someone else? No. He already has taehyung.....right.

"He already has taehyung. Why should i go back? I dont wanna ruin a perfect relationship taemin. There is nothing for me back there. All it holds is pain and sadness."

"Still let him explain. Make things good between you. Atleast be happy for him, if he already has someone. But I highly doubt that. You have to hear his side. Dont jump into conclusion jimin. You have a family back there. A family you left, you never let them explain. Dont carry the weight in your heart. Dont make it heavier by doin nothing." 

"I'll think about it."

-time skip-

I went back home after i met his girlfriend. Her name is Yuna, Kim Yuna. She is indeed pretty, gorgeous even. No wonder taemin fell for her. She is a perfect package.

I saw Prince and ran to him. Hugging him and going upstairs after. He followed me inside while i change into my house clothes.

*sigh* i cant get it off my mind. Jungkook....... just why? Why do i miss you? Why do i long for you? You broke my heart, you tore me apart! I'm broken because of you! And yet here i am, missing you, loving you with all my heart.

That's when i realized something. I left my heart, i left my heart back in seoul. But he broke it, he threw it away. But taemin is right. Running away from my problems will not do me any good. It will haunt me.

Face my fears. Confront all of them. Let them explain.

Morning came and i've decided.

I will go back...

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Cuuuut