Thoughts of You and More

There's None But Wait

The skies grumble in disagreement

As the sun thrashed out his complaints

Anger sizzled from the simmering pavements-

Holding on to patience, practising restraint

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In my room I pace back and forth

Emanating frustration like the heavens above

Thoughts like clouds heavy dragging me south

My heart in anxiety drowning, clawing its way out

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My eyes see, unseeing

To where there's none but wait

Ensnared in Time's cobwebs, frantically fleeing

Yet delay is the only progress to be made

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I hear nothing against the background of scrabbling thoughts

For nothing is what I hear

When I shout my questions-when's the end of my heartscape's drought?

Till when can you again be near?

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Unquiet thoughts underscored bold

By my heart's anxious beating

Its shouts mercilessly swallowed

In the void of uncertainty that's Time's making

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All the wordless voices, all the chaos

They form an unbearable dissonance

All these, a force, unrequited, lost

As the only answer given is a resilient silence

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I pace..one, two, three steps forth

And so forth too sprung thoughts

Third, second, last step, back

Vexation swell from clarity lack

I sigh..know not if night nor day drew nigh

Resigned..allow these restless thoughts be my lullaby

In bed I lie..hoping dreams will help me fly

I smile..as all but one thought remain...I'm yours, as you're mine