💌 dear jazabell my only love

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dear jazabell,





you were the one i gave my heart to years ago, my first love, and I'm sorry i loved you for too long when it was obvious you didn't want me in your life anymore,  all you wanted was to be set free but I think I finally learned to let you go, not because I want to but because it makes you happy and all i ever wanted was for you to be happy, i want someone else to know the warmth of your smile, to feel the way i did when i was in your presence. i want you to know how happy you made me and though you really did hurt me, in the end, i was better for it. i don't know if what we had was love, but if it wasn't i hope to never fall in love, because of you, i know i will be to fragile to bear i. i want you to remember my lips beneath your fingers and how you told me thing you never told another soul. i want you to know that i have kept sacred everything you had entrusted in me, i will forever love you

Sincerely,  your not so first love— jonathan.





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