Part 9

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We arrived at the hotel. I had calmed down now thanks to Tom stroking my hair, occasionally pecking me on the head and comforting me the whole train journey. I honestly adore him, I've never met someone like this let alone someone who cares about me this much. He was everything I needed over the past two years that I'd been struggling with anxiety and constant depression over Tyrone. He made me happy, calm and I just feel loved. I want to say I love him but I don't think it's possible to fall for someone that fast...right?

'We're here darling' he spoke softly as he could tell I was drifting off to sleep. I smiled at the sound of his voice. We got out of our seats and took a taxi to our hotel. It was even posher than the last one, even tom was impressed. We found our room and it was stunning. So modern and slick, I wanted to just move in. We put our bags down and I flung open the patio doors to reveal a bubbling hot tub. 'Tom!' I shouted.
'Yeah?' He said quietly from the bathroom.
'Come here!' I called. He made his way to me and stood right beside me.
'Wow' he said. 'Aren't you tired though love?'
'Not if you're up for a dip?' I looked at him and he looked down at me.
'Of course' he smirked at the thought of me in a bikini.
'What?' I giggled.
'You know what' he giggled.
'I'm going to get changed then' I smiled and walked off. I grabbed a bikini and went to the bathroom assuming tom would get changed in the bedroom.

(^The bikini^)I stood looking at myself in the mirror wondering if my boobs were 'too big' or I was 'too chunky'

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(^The bikini^)
I stood looking at myself in the mirror wondering if my boobs were 'too big' or I was 'too chunky'. I haven't been able to love myself for the last two years because of ty. He's ruined everything for me and loving myself is a massive part of what he has ruined. It's been something I have just ignored but now it's finally my time to 'show off' myself I can't do it. I took deep breathes realising I couldn't leave tom confused boiling away in the hot tub.
'You've got this' I said to myself nervously. I walked out and onto the patio. As I made my way to the hot tub I had a smile on my face and I was blushing like crazy because of Tom's face. His jaw was dropped, eyes wide and a slight smirk could be seen. I hopped in and his eyes followed me and I did.
'What?!' I giggled.
'W-wow' He said. And I blushed and looked down.
'You look...stunning. Jesus am I lucky' i felt butterflies in my stomach as he stared at every part of me.
'You look nervous' how-What-erm- how the frickity frack did he know that. I didn't think it was readable. Oh whatever that just made my heart skip a beat. How he was so caring at an intimate Time like this.
'I just...i haven't been able to love myself for a long loooong time. I just don't like myself and I can't help it. I can't look at myself and think wow or I'm fit or anything like that. Even if you can I can't see it' I said. 'Sorry I didn't want this to be this kind of night' I laughed.
'Are you joking? Y/n you are the sexiest, most beautiful women I have ever seen. I mean look at you everything about you is just flawless I mean I don't want to go all like 'wow boobs' if you know what I mean-' I burst out laughing and tom then did too.
'Sorry I don't know why I said that' he laughed.
'It's ok' I sniggered.
'But you are very very beautiful'
'Thank you tom, and you are extremely attractive but I think I've already said that'
'And I think I may have told you already that I really want to kiss you' I blushed and he smirked.
'Kiss me then.' I couldn't believe that just came out my mouth but before I knew it tom had leaned over a planted his lips on mine then things got...heated.

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