We arrived at the hotel. I had calmed down now thanks to Tom stroking my hair, occasionally pecking me on the head and comforting me the whole train journey. I honestly adore him, I've never met someone like this let alone someone who cares about me this much. He was everything I needed over the past two years that I'd been struggling with anxiety and constant depression over Tyrone. He made me happy, calm and I just feel loved. I want to say I love him but I don't think it's possible to fall for someone that fast...right?
'We're here darling' he spoke softly as he could tell I was drifting off to sleep. I smiled at the sound of his voice. We got out of our seats and took a taxi to our hotel. It was even posher than the last one, even tom was impressed. We found our room and it was stunning. So modern and slick, I wanted to just move in. We put our bags down and I flung open the patio doors to reveal a bubbling hot tub. 'Tom!' I shouted.
'Yeah?' He said quietly from the bathroom.
'Come here!' I called. He made his way to me and stood right beside me.
'Wow' he said. 'Aren't you tired though love?'
'Not if you're up for a dip?' I looked at him and he looked down at me.
'Of course' he smirked at the thought of me in a bikini.
'What?' I giggled.
'You know what' he giggled.
'I'm going to get changed then' I smiled and walked off. I grabbed a bikini and went to the bathroom assuming tom would get changed in the bedroom.(^The bikini^)
I stood looking at myself in the mirror wondering if my boobs were 'too big' or I was 'too chunky'. I haven't been able to love myself for the last two years because of ty. He's ruined everything for me and loving myself is a massive part of what he has ruined. It's been something I have just ignored but now it's finally my time to 'show off' myself I can't do it. I took deep breathes realising I couldn't leave tom confused boiling away in the hot tub.
'You've got this' I said to myself nervously. I walked out and onto the patio. As I made my way to the hot tub I had a smile on my face and I was blushing like crazy because of Tom's face. His jaw was dropped, eyes wide and a slight smirk could be seen. I hopped in and his eyes followed me and I did.
'What?!' I giggled.
'W-wow' He said. And I blushed and looked down.
'You look...stunning. Jesus am I lucky' i felt butterflies in my stomach as he stared at every part of me.
'You look nervous' how-What-erm- how the frickity frack did he know that. I didn't think it was readable. Oh whatever that just made my heart skip a beat. How he was so caring at an intimate Time like this.
'I just...i haven't been able to love myself for a long loooong time. I just don't like myself and I can't help it. I can't look at myself and think wow or I'm fit or anything like that. Even if you can I can't see it' I said. 'Sorry I didn't want this to be this kind of night' I laughed.
'Are you joking? Y/n you are the sexiest, most beautiful women I have ever seen. I mean look at you everything about you is just flawless I mean I don't want to go all like 'wow boobs' if you know what I mean-' I burst out laughing and tom then did too.
'Sorry I don't know why I said that' he laughed.
'It's ok' I sniggered.
'But you are very very beautiful'
'Thank you tom, and you are extremely attractive but I think I've already said that'
'And I think I may have told you already that I really want to kiss you' I blushed and he smirked.
'Kiss me then.' I couldn't believe that just came out my mouth but before I knew it tom had leaned over a planted his lips on mine then things got...heated.
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FanfictionYour abusive relationship has gone on too long. You steal your partners money and catch a train to south west London in hope of escape. After leaving with no plan you bump into someone that changes everything. As he tries to teach you how to love ag...