The other day I taking a walk
And on that walk I decided to think
To think about the future
To think about who I am to love
To think about college
The other day
I thought of what would happen
If I were to die right now.
Would anyone find me?
Or would I forever be lost?
Who would come to my funeral?
Would my friends be sorry
That they couldn't save me?
The other day I thought about who was to attend my funeral.
I decided on my family,
And a couple friends.
But mostly the person I would want
To come is John.
The boy who loves me to no end
The boy who when I was in my darkest hour, was there
And still continued to be there.
My heart ached at the thought of leaving him.
Would I have hurt him more than anyone else? Did I break my promise?
My promise to never hurt him on purpose still stands but I'm no sure I do.
The other day I thought about all this and more.
The other day I stopped and cried
Because if it weren't for John I would be long gone.
The other day I stared death in the face
And with all the love he gave me, push Death away.
He's no longer to stay, but John is.
The other day I walked home
And the first thing I did was text him.
And the second was to sleep it off.
All this happened just
The other day
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Dear Someone
PoetryJust some thoughts of a lost girl. Just gonna put this out there but my very first poem is very dark and very scary. I, in no way, shape or form encourage anorexia and self harming. A lot of my poems come from the bad times I've been going through...
