The blind side of things

i just want to remember what it was like back then

I woke up with the sun in my eyes

I was in a hotel

My clothes were scattered on the floor beneath me

I found them when I fell off the bed

RealsmoothCarly

I stood up feeling the terrible headache start up

The beginning of a wonderful fucking hangover

sadly not as epic as the movie

Or movies I should say

I walked into the bathroom not seeing another human being or living creature in sight

Where the hell was I?

I walked out of the bathroom real slowly

I was dressed in my skirt shirr and found this leather jacket on he hotels sofa

I sat on the bed trying to remember what happened and I checked my phone

Clar Clar Clar

All from Clar

What did she want ?

I tossed my phone onto the night table beside the bed and let out a groan

I looked to the patio and noticed a person standing arms folded and looking out at the sky

I slowly and shyly walked to the patio door sliding it ever so gently

I stood beside him

He looked at me then gave me a giant hug

"Carly baby I missed you so much" he said

"What happened Jay" I asked

Then I noticed his eye

I traced my finger over the deep cut just above his left eye

He closed his eyes letting out a low growl

Growl?

He grabbed my hand stopping me from trading the wound

"Your driving me crazy Carls " he said opening his eyes

I lifted up my other hand tracing the wound

He grabbed that hand squeezing them both

Then we kissed

" You are so amazing" he said in between the kiss

"What happened last night" I asked breaking away

"You went with Jace and when I saw him leaving coltons party with you I stopped him and yeah" he said kissing my neck

I was in no mood to put up a fight physically or verbally

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*You wouldn't understand* I said

*Understand your twisted games of playing with me Carls? I've had enough of your arguing I told you you could just leave" he practically yelled

*I just wanted you to remember what it was like back then* I said as I walked upstairs with the expression he knew very well