The blind side of things

Blame it on bob

When you feel your heart beat drop

Its like an instant reaction

When you see the bad you have done

It is a reaction

Head spinning

Heart pounding

Eyes now open

And...

I'm at Jay's?

I sat up quickly

Family portraits hung on the wall

The house was dead silent

A good and bad thing

I stood up

No hangover?

No problem

I looked outside seeing Jay sitting in a lawn chair poolside

I slid open the glass patio door

He didn't turn around

I closed it behind me

He still didn't turn around

I walked right in front of him

He was sipping on a red beverage listening to music was wearing sunglasses and ignored my presence

I sat on the side of the lawn chair ,half my butt wouldn't fit

Uncomfortable

"Your a sneaky little bitch Ms. Pritchet " he said facing me finally

"Look who's talking " I huffed

He lifted his sunglasses up his eyes burning through mine

His green beautiful.....that piece of shit was playing with me

He looked me up and down then placed his sunglasses back on his head with a smile

"Carly your so beautiful its a shame you use it for pleasure with strangers" he said now sitting up and removing his glasses again

I was silent

"I had the biggest dream of marrying you," he said

"I was willing to give up everything for you just because you were my life but then your parents died and that added to the thought of Benny..." he started

"Don't ever say his name" I cut him off

He grabbed my chin

"Carly baby I own you right now you owe me more then you know but all I'm asking is that you tell me why, and if you don't you can leave" he said

I yanked away

"I loved you too Jay so much but you couldn't or wouldn't understand the fact that I was on my own I had nothing left after my parents death" I almost yelled

"You had me" he whispered

"That's right ....had" I said

"And you still do" he said

"How can you prove that" I asked a little more calm now

"Lift up your shirt" he said

"What no" I said

"I've already seen all you have plus no one else is out here" he said

So I did and the biggest bruise was located right below my bra line

I think I might have freaked out a little because I stood up took a few steps back and landed in Jay's pool

What a fan f*cking day