Stavros 3: Don't Let Me Down

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"Bring the twins with you, Ybarra. Gusto talaga nilang sumakay ulit diyan. Ayos lamang ako rito" Walang buhay kong sabi sa kapatid ko na syang dumalaw sa amin rito sa London.

Two weeks ago, nalaman kong si Moris ang tunay na ama ng kambal... At two weeks ago nang magdesisyon akong tapusin na ang lahat ng mayroon kami... I can't see myself loving him because of my broken trust.

Oo, Hindi madaling desisyon ang ginawa kong ito but this is for the better. I cannot let myself to be in a relationship with a broken trust, lies and secrets... I now know that it was true when they say, love cannot serves a solid foundation of a relationship... It will always be the faith and trust and we both lack of those.

Ayokong isugal pa ang kung anong natitira kong pagmamahal para kay Moris. Ayokong bigyan siya ng half baked commitment. I love him but not enough to make me stay with him that's why I pushed him away and hideaway from him.

"Are you sure, Queen? You can join us... You don't have to be alone " tila may lamang sabi nito sa akin habang karga-karga si Evaine sa mga balikat nito at hawak ang kamay ni Mythos.

Ngumiti ako ng matamlay rito. "Yes, Cristoffer Ybarra... I'll be fine here. Mahihilo lamang ako kung sasakay ako riyan. You know that I didn't have visited yet my opthalmologist for my check-up. " Makahulugan kong sagot rito.

Kahapon kasi nang dumating ito ay nakaramdam ako ng pagkahilo... He told me that he'll bring me tl the hospital na tinanggihan ko at sinabing baka nagbago ang grado ng mata ko.

"Fine. We will visit one tomorrow but for now, you have to wait for us on that cafe. Don't go anywhere queen..." Bilin nito na ikinangiti ko lamang. Para kasing ito pa ang mas matanda sa aiin samantalang ako iyon.

"Yes, dad." It was intended to be a joke but my voice failed to deliver it well.

He glared at me na ikinatawa ko lamang bago sila tinaboy para makasakay ng ng London Eye. The twins are losing their patience na baka magtantrums ang mga ito. I sighed and decided to go to that cofe Ybarra was pertaining of... When I bumped a middle age woman and her drinks drifting off my sweater. Good thing is I am wearing a leather one...

"Oh! I'm sorry... I was not paying attention... " Paghingi ng paumanhin nito habang pinupunasan nito gamit ng puting panyo ang suot ko.