You Make Me....ME [A Louis Tomlinson Fan Fiction]

Chapter 39

SORRY it took quite long!! i had such a great time in France and i'm back in London now. ANDDD i got such a pleasant surprise when i arrived, my UK provisional driver's license has been delivered! YEAAAHHH!  and that totally explains why i didn't get to update right away. i've been starting with my driving lessons already so that i can take the test as soon as i get back here for the Christmas holidays. Only got a few days left in summer and even fewer days here in London before i get back to Madrid for school :(( 

on a lighter note, your comments on the previous chapter really entertained me! it's quite a laugh to keep you guys on the edge with all the suspense! HAHA! i'm evil i know, sorry :) but here's the next chapter so go ahead and feast! 

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CHAPTER 39

An eery silenece just filled the room. We stared at each other for such a long time. There he was. The famous, or should i say infamous, Tyler Grayson. That one person i wished not to see once i landed here. That one person i would dread to see just happened to be in the same restaurant as we were and was seated a few tables from us. No wonder why the paps were "in for a treat". They knew well enough this would be the first time i'd see Tyler since the break-up and not to mention, Louis was in the restaurant too.

At my shock, i didn't feel any fear at all. I just stood there staring blankly at him, yet i was feeling so strong. I felt confident because honestly, if i wasn't feeling safe and strong, i would've looked away as fast as i could.

Tyler, likewise, stared at me blankly, but not as long as i did. He looked away for a moment, looking guilty, as if he wished he didn't want to see me. He looked back to check if i was still staring and when he saw that i still was, he looked away again. Of course everyone in the group was looking at me, waiting for a word to come out while this whole time. Louis held me tightly close to him. 

"excuse me ms, but can we transfer tables?" Harry finally broke out the silence

"Yeah, we definitely should" Niall said quickly

"NO" i said defiantly, stopping the waitress from looking around for another table. 

Everyone looked up to me in shock and curiosity. Even Tyler looked

"What?" Liam spoke up

"We're staying here. This was the table prepared for us, so why should we bother them more?" i said as sternly as i could

"But Ems, don't you---"

"It's fine!" i glared at all of them "Now why don't we sit and get our food?" i suggested. Taking a seat first on the table and gestured for eveyone to do the same

They all sat in doubt and just looked at each other with so much confusion.

I called the waitress first and told her my orders while everyone else just followed after. Everyone else still seemed to wait for me to talk so i got my phone out and started to type

"Can you boys please act normal? So what if Tyler is there? Weren't you the ones who told me to stay strong and not be scared 'cause you're here anyways. Where the heck did that go? Seems like you guys were the first to freeze when you saw him. Guys, it's fine. I got over my fear for him and trust me, i've told him what i needed to say, so he won't do anything anymore.  Just act normal!! And please, do not be driven by any sort of anger and try to create a scene because he's not worth it" 

i dialled in everyone's number and sent it to them. All their phones rang and read through the message

Louis held my hand and smiled at me before leaning in to kiss my forehead.