"You ready man?" My dad came in behind me. "I don't know. What if we don't work?" "You can't go in thinking what if this what if that. You have to take the risk and just go for it. No matter what you never know until you do it. You got this son. Plus she's a good girl" he said reassuring me but I was still nervous. "Thanks" "No stop being a little bitch and come on"He said laughing walking out the door. I took one last look at myself and walked out. "Here goes nothing" Walking into the church full of family and friends made my nerves go away somewhat but I was still on edge. I took my place and waited.
Y/N "Girl you have to chill. You're sweating off all the makeup" Kim said. After everything died down i gave her a chance to talk and I came to the conclusion that it wasn't her fault fully. I don't trust her around Keith in any way but that's my girl. "I'm nervous. Like really nervous. I can't do this" I got up and ran out the whole building. I just keep having this feeling something is going to go completely wrong. Every single time we are happy something terrible happens. This should be the happiest day in my life and I can't shake this feeling. I love Keith with all of my heart but I'm scared. Look at me out here running in my robe to escape any potentially bad thing to happen. I took a seat on a bench in the park. I just needed time to clear my head. "Aye what do you think you're going?" I heard a familiar voice. "I can't do this O" "You can't do this? Why the hell not? After all this you get to the day and now you can't do this? You got that man standing there sweating puddles and you're out here running" he said taking a seat. "How'd you even find me?" "I came to get my date and I see you running like you're being chased so i followed you. You're really tripn tripn." He said shaking his head. "What is things don't go well?" "Then they don't go well. You won't know until you do it. He is just as nervous as you are trust me. Both of you are on your second marriage and how you got here wasn't the most traditional way but you're here and you can only go up from here. We have to stop running away from things in life. It's easier to run but we have to start challenging ourselves. Take me for example after I got hurt last season I swore my career was over. I cried for the first couple days I didn't want to go anywhere. I didn't want to see anyone but one day someone told me to stop all that shit and get it together. Now look at me back like i never left better than before with one of the biggest nfl contracts. Had I not listened I'd still be injured and probably almost broke. But he loves you and you love him anything that may happen you can get through it. If not at least you can say you did it" he said giving me a smile that i returned. "Come on my husband is waiting on me" We drove back for the church and he walked me back to the room. "Thank you O. I really appreciate it" I hugged him. "Yeah yeah yeah this Fendi suit aint get paid for for nothing. Gon head and hurry up" he said. "Hey can you tell Keith to come up here but go into the bathroom that's connected to this room please" "Sure" he walked off. "What the bell was that?" My mom said as i walked back in the room. "Mommy I'm sorry i just needed to clear my head." "Don't do that again" Jen said. They finished helping me get ready when i heard a knock on the door that connected the bathroom. "Ok guys you can take your places. I want to talk to Keith for a second." "That's bad luck" Kim said. "It's bad luck to see each other talking is fine. Come on y'all" my mom said clearing the room. "Keith?" "Yes babe I'm here." He responded putting his hand out for me to grab. "I'm scared. I didn't want to admit it but I'm scared baby. This scares me." "Me too but we are in this together. I'm here to protect you by all mean. We won't be perfect but you are perfect for me and that's all that matters. You ready?" He squeezed my hand.
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