Dont cry clydextoken (i forget there ship name all the time)

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Tokens pov

I'm holding a weeping Clyde in my arms and strangely it feels comfortable to hold him like this. I've never held someone other than Nicole like this. I wonder why it makes my stomach burst out in butterflies

"It's my fault she's dead I should of put the fucking seat down. I wish I was dead no one likes me at all they call me a cry baby ugly fat stupid and worst of all a fag" he whispers the last word like it was an alligator that could jump up and tear him apart at any moment. I gasp

"Clyde rupert {don't fucking ask I made it up} donavon don't you dare say that about your self! you may be a cry baby but your not fat you should take a look at cartman!" he giggles cutel- wait was I just going to call Clydesdale giggle cute wtf?! I carry on " your bit stupid sure your bit a smart ads like Kyle or Wendy but your also not a dipshit like butters or Bradley { mint berry crunch! hehe lol} and your not some Harley biker dough bag who makes way to much noise with their motorcycle and your not ugly either your perfect" I finish

Wait what was that last sentance? your perfect? since when did I think Clyde was perfect? since when did I find his laugh cute since when did I think his eyes were the most beautiful shade of blue I have ever seen { Clyde's eyes might be brown I'm not sure I just went with blue}

"Token d-did you just call m-me perfect?" he asked with a bright pink blush on his cheeks. I'm straight I love Nicole I'm straight I love Nicole I kept telling myself over and over in my head. my chocolate brown eyes meet with his watery ocean blue eyes and the contact was broke when Clyde looked away a bigger blush forming on his cheeks as I felt my cheeks heating up. " I think I just did" I say confused

Clyde looks at me and smiles "thanks token your a great friend" Clyde said looking at me then playing with his hands cutely.

God I can't take it the word friends somehow doesn't make me feel right and I don't know why I take one quick sneak at Clyde who Stijl hasn't looked up and lift his chin with my index finger. he looks at me with big hopeful eyes as I pull him closer on to my lap. he looks like a lost puppy confused wondering what I'm doing

I lean up to his ear and whisper "don't cry clyde"
He sniffs and I press my lips to his. I didn't think this would ever happen I'm kissing a boy, IM KISSING A FUCKING BOY! I have a girl friend. I wait for Clyde to push me away but it doesn't happen he kisses me back I cup his cheeks and he slithers his arms around my neck grabbing fistfuls of my hair pulling me closer.

We pull apart breathless and silence settles in the room until Clyde speaks "why?" He asks I look him in the eyes and say something I never thought I would say

"Because Clyde I love you I care for you I want to be with you even though this sounds crazy were 12 and I have a girlfriend and my mom would probley kill me if she heard this but I love you Clyde donavon" I look at Clyde to see his eyes are filled with tears again as he hugs me wetting my shirt " i love you too token I love you too"

I smile and press my lips against the top of his head. "don't cry Clyde Hush now I'm here" I say wrapping my arms around him.

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Hey hey hey now it have an excuse for not updating i watched a movie at the pictures today which took up some time then went home and watched a TV show called in the flesh it's about zombies living with humans and there these two zombies that I ship and they got together there the cutest couple in any TV show ever (yes it's a gay couple) and it's so fucking adorable ahhhhhh! it was like ff on TV cause the boy ( called Simon) who he kissed was engaged to the boys ( called keran) bdfl(best dead friend for life) I fangirled like crazy when this happened and then ahh it was a cringe feat the next day I love It so much bye clouds stay on cloud 9!

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