Kidnapped

chapter 29

Lizzy's POV

yesterday I made the worst mistake of my life. which was kissing Ryan.

I just felt so alone at the time. but now i feel guilty because of... Stacy. (in case you forgot. she took a bullet for Ryan.)  what if Stacy was watching us. yesterday. while we were, you know. kissing.

she would be so mad. or worse. hurt. Maybe Ryan will just forget about it.

Ryan was setting the table for dinner, while I was making grilled cheese and tomato soup. I poured the tomato soup. and then cut the sandwiches in to triangles. (except Stacy's dad.He likes his in rectangles.)

We ate silently until my dad spoke. "hey Ryan. "Ryan did'nt look up. but he answered. " yes?" "you know I would hate for you to leave, but... I cant just set you free and there is no reason for me to keep you. so-"

I cut him off. "I'm not going to let you kill him. he is my Best friend. and besides my other only friend was killed. so you can't just take him away like that." My eyes were burning with tears. Mad tears. Ryan still did'nt look up. "But sweetie we are running out of money. and i can't aford for Ryan to stay here now that his dad is dead." He dos'nt even feel bad that he is thinking about killing someone. " then get a job. it's not like you have anything better to do. you say you love me, but you don't love me the way a parent should love their child. You can't even -'' SLAM The door slams shut cutting me off. Stacy's dad just left. i did'nt feel like finishing my sentence. so I just got up and went to my room.

I sobbed in my pillow. the door quietly opened. Ryan sat on the edge of my bed. "don't cry." he tryed to comfort me. "How are you not scared right now. he's thinking about killing you. and you are not crying your eye balls out too?" i complained. ''you bet I'm scared. more scared than you. are. its just i dont need to show it now. because right now you need the attention. and im here to comfort you."

"thanks. Ryan, you are the best friend anyone could ask for.'' suddenly i felt a flood of guilt hit me. stacy was a very good friend too. I can't have a good relationship with Ryan and stacy dead. my life only gets worse.

A/N someone asked me to tell you what stacy was thinking when she saw Lizzy and Ryan kiss.

At first she felt upset. then she felt guilty that she didnt know that they met eyes first. then she wish she could have another chance to come back to life and then let lizzy and Ryan fall in love together.