My Best Friend's Boyfriend is a Werewolf - EXO

Lost in You

Early Update for all of you...:) 

KAI POV

“Oppa. We need to talk.” She said softly but I can sense determination in her tone.

I looked at her and saw the pain again in her eyes. What did I do? Why Am I so stupid? Why do I have to make this girl cry? To feel hurt when she has done nothing wrong?

“I’m sorry Flo.” I blurted out.

“huh?”

“I’m sorry I was avoiding you these past few days..”

“I understand Kai.. and I know what you think of me now. I’m so disgusting right?”

“What? NO! Not that. I never thought of you like that.” I said grabbing her shoulders to make her face me. “never. We have a misunderstanding.”

“Then what?”

“I was avoiding you because I was so insecure with myself. I felt so insignificant next to Kris.”

“no-“

“Let me finish okay? I never thought of you as disgusting Flo. It never entered my mind. You’re a brave, wonderful, awesome girl and I’m just an insecure boy who loves you. I was so scared when Kris changed and said he loved you that you’ll leave me for him. It looked that way for me. You two always seemed to be nice to look at when your together so I really got insecure and to save my ego I started to avoid you.. partly for my ego partly because I don’t want to hear you say your breaking up with me..”

“Why should I break up with you?”

“Exactly. I’m so stupid Flo. Forgive me.”

“You have too much of a vivid imagination Kai.”

“I know. Sorry.”

“I told you to never doubt that I love you right and yet you still did.” She said and looked away from me. Her eyes were glistening with tears. Her face had an expression of pain.

My heart stopped beating and thumped faster. Could I have hurt her too much that she wanted nothing to do with me anymore? No. I threw myself on the ground in front of her and bowed putting face near the ground.

“Kai what are you doing?” She asked surprised.

“I’m asking for your forgiveness.” I answered  not looking up. “I’m sorry Flo. Forgive me.”

She didn’t answer but I heard a rustle and her arms were tugging me up.

“Stop it Kai. You don’t need to do this.” She said.

“No I will stay like this until you forgive me.” I answered.

I heard her sigh.

“What am I going to do with you?” She said and pulled me up hard. I was taken by surprise and didn’t protest. I was now kneeling in front of her and she was grasping my face. “You’re an idiot.”

“Yes I am. I so stupid to think like that.”

“You deserve a punishment.”

“Anything.”

I was preparing myself for some sort of pain so I closed my eyes but I was surprised to feel her lips on mine. Shock and that electric feeling filled my brain. She pulled back and looked at me amused.

“You really thought I would hit you?” she said stroking my face.

“I deserve to be hit.” I said.