Should He Matter? (BXB)

Chapter 14 - Adrien

Adrien Walker

I feel someone shaking me.

Slowly I open my eyes, what the fucking is going on?

Trevor?

"It's 7, get up."

"Okay..." I say sitting up, Trevor walks towards the kitchen before I can say anything else.

Something next to me moves.

Ethan?

Fuck I need to wake up.

Trevor and I fixed things a bit yesterday. We're on talking terms now, I think?

Ethan stayed over.

I thought we were going to stay up.

When did we fall asleep?

I rub my eyes a bit before turning to wake Ethan up, but he's already staring at me.

"What day is it?" I ask.

I honestly can't remember if it's Thursday or Friday.

"Friday."

"Fuck, it's been a long week."

Ethan nods in response.

"We have to leave early this morning, need to either pick Luke up or drop Trevor off before heading to school. So go get ready and I'll sort breakfast out."

"Okay," Ethan says getting up and heading out of the room.

Groaning I stand up too, fuck my back and neck hurt.

As I walk to the kitchen it occurs to me that my alarm didn't go off. Or did I sleep through it?

Wait where's my phone?

I start patting down my pockets.

Is it in my bag?

I don't remember putting it in there.

Where did it go?

Did I leave it at the park?

Fuck sake.

"If you're looking for your phone it's in your room on charge," Trevor says looking up from his phone. He's sitting at the table with a packet of mixed fruit and nuts in front of him.

Oh, thank fuck.

"Thank you."

"I turned off your alarms too."

"Oh. Did you sleep last night?" I ask walking over to the fridge.

"No."

"Are you tired? You can stay here and sleep. I'll take Luke to and from school today," I say looking over at him, he really does seem exhausted.

Is he sleeping at all?

"I'm fine."

Should I push or just leave it?

"Okay, what do you want for breakfast?" I ask grabbing milk and orange juice. 

"I'm alright."

"Sure you don't want some cereal? Or toast?" I ask staring at his barely touched packet of mixed fruits and nuts.

"I'm not hungry."

He's not sleeping or eating?

I scribble down eggs, bread, yams, plantains, beef, plum tomatoes, beef stock, bell peppers, onions, scotch bonnet peppers, garlic, tomato paste, and fresh parsley on the shopping list.