Worthless...A Poet's Collection of Hate, Loss, Misery

A New Beginning

Poem #4

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A New Beginning.

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Hi my name is "Someone" but what do you see?

The fake old girl, just the fake old me.

The things I've done, I'll just blame it on the fake.

The fake's the one hiding the sorrows that can't escape

Hate me? Go hate. This is something I can't change.

Just remember you were the one with no success until I came.

Here comes Miss. Smarty Pants, whatcha gonna do???

B**** I was the one stamping A's on your work that's overdue.

I helped you become better, but you just changed the weather!

Tears fall from the sky, tears that weren't supposed to be free...

But they came from here just the plain old me.

Then the fake took the blame,

gathering sympathy as it came.

This is just too lame, things will never be the same.

But as the sun rises, I look inside and see my self come alive.

This feels pretty nice having my emotions collide.

I mend myself tonight, to be my new self throughout life.

Here I am reborn.

Someone that doesn't feel so torn.

Someone that forgot about the past; someone that looks forward to tomorrow.

Here it is alas, no more pain and sorrow.

Again I say my name is "someone".

I rely on no one.

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Note:

This poem is dedicated to those that act different outside of "home" in fear someone might not "like" them. I used to think like that, I laugh at myself thinking about it. Everyone has the right to be themselves and if someone "hates" you for it then they never were your friend from the start, you are all unique and perfect in your own way. Be yourself, don't let the fake part of you take over your life.

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