Not letting you pass by (R5 fanfic/Riker Lynch AU)

Serena and Kylie

Serena's POV

It's been a couple of weeks since Maddison's birth.She is such a cutie.She is definitely Ellington's daughter.

Me and Riker are in this baby making process but nothing so far.I brought the subject up with Penelope and she said she only wants it if it's a girl.She doesn't want another brother and that concerns me a lot.I sincerely am having seconds thoughts about that.I haven't told Riker because I know he'll talk to Penelope about it and she'll only be more upset.That's not what I want.

We are in Stas' wedding meeting.I am glad that Stas has a normal family because I can't handle another Kris Jenner.Actually,I don't want to help organize another wedding.I have too much going on.Away too much.

'Serena,are you ok?' Stas asks taking me out of my thoughts.

'What?...Oh,I am' I answer

'Are you sure?' Rydel asks

'You look pale...almost with no blood in your face' Meghan says

'I'm just with a bad feeling...a really bad feeling...same feeling I had when Penelope suffered that accident' I say.My phone rings and I check the ID.'Ellington 💚'.I answer it

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'Hey,brotha' I say

'Hey sissy...are you sit?' He asks.His voice has a bit concern

'Why? Why should I be sit? ' I ask him. I get up

'Uhh,you knew that Alexander was with a fever,right?' He asks

'ALEXANDER HAS A FEVER? WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING?' I yell at him

'Riker had to take Alexander to the hospital...you should go there' he says

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I hang up without answering him.I put my phone in my purse and run to my car.I drive to the hospital as fast as possible.Getting there,paparazzi were all over the place.Henry was waiting for me and took me inside.I went straight to the room where Alexander was.My mom was holding him.I throw my purse in a couch and run to catch him.I pick him up and sit next to him.He is so hot.He wasn't this hot in the morning

'Can you explain me what the fu*k happened? ' I ask to Riker

'He started getting hot by the time you left.Olivia called me and I went home.We tried everything and I had to take him to the hospital' Riker explains

'You haven't thought of calling me?! Shit,he's my child...He spent 9 months inside of me! I have the rights to know what the fu*k happens to him! ' I tell him almost yelling.

'Serena,he's my child too.' He says

'Of course he's...I haven't done him alone! And you haven't done him alone! So let's not raise him alone! You were the one who said that we'd raise Alexander different than what happened to Penelope...This attitude makes me not want to have another child' I say to him.Before he could answer Dr.Matilda comes in.She exams Alexander and says that he'll be ok soon.He'll be able to leave today.

'Mrs.Lynch...are you ok?' She asks me

'I'm fine...I'm relieve that he is better' I say to her.I'm not good at all.I'm feeling like I'll fall apart.I'm weak.

'You don't look fine...You look like you're gonna pass out or throw up.' She says.

'Impossible...I haven't eaten anything today that would make me throw up.' I say to her.