Dear Diary

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I almost died eight months ago.

After everything that happened with Brian and everyone at school I decided to go to the pier one day.

I do not know if I went there with the intention of taking my own life.

I do not remember stepping onto the railings.

I do not even remember jumping.

It was almost as if though I was asleep.

It was like I was not really there.

What I do remember is waking up and finding myself under water. I tried to breathe but then I swallowed water.

There was this second where I felt completely calm.

I had a choice to make, either I chose death or I chose life. That decision weighed heavily on my heart. It felt like forever.

I still do not remember what made me choose life.

I don't even remember how I made it to shore.

Maybe it was my guardian angel. 

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