Forgotten Friend

Chapter 25

-Harry's POV-

She said she loved me...So why'd she leave me? It's my fault. Has to be. I wonder if she's moved on...It's only been a couple days. Still though...She probably has and here I am, dwelling on every single memory. Every memory since I was five. She was included in all of them. I was crying now, remembering everything. I remember her leaving me like it was happening right in front of me. I just need answers. It's selfish, but I just wish I could forget everything. I miss her like hell and it hurts. It hurts my head, my heart, everything. I'm even starving myself. I called her phone. "Harry? What's wrong? It's 2:00 am." "Yeah sorry. Can we talk?" "Yeah I guess." "I just...What did I do? I thought we were doing perfect baby!" "Harry..." She sighed. "I can't tell you." "I deserve to know. I mean, seriously, you left me." "Harry, I would tell you, but it's best if I don't. Okay?" "...okay. I miss you." "I miss you too Haz. Trust me when I say I wouldn't've broken up with you if I didn't have to." "What could've made you have to?" "Harry, it's horrible. I can't tell you." "Babe, whatever it is, I'll forgive you." "Can we please talk about something else? How's Gus?" "He misses his mum." "Harry..." "No I'm serious. He sits where you used to lay in bed and whines." "Oh my god! That's so sweet!" "Yeah...He's not the only one that cries because you're gone." "Baby...You're gonna make me cry." "I'm sorry. I can't stand missing you...How's Holmes Chapel? And Tevin?" "It's um...I'm not in Holmes Chapel..." "What?! Where are you? Are you okay?" "I'm fine. I'm staying with a friend." "Is it a girl of a guy?" "Harry it doesn't matter." "So it's a guy..." "Well, yeah..." "Has he tried anything?" "Well yeah but I mean..." "He's not hurting you is he?" "No Harry...I mean, there's some things but-" "Does he hurt you?" "No." "What does he do?" "Harry it doesn't matter." "Yes it does. Tell me. Please." "He kisses me sometimes. I made him stop kissing me on the lips but he still does on the cheek and stuff." I swear I stopped breathing. "He what?!" "Harry, please calm down...Please." "I'm sorry but if he's hurting you-" "He's not hurting me. He just doesn't listen to me..." She said, mumbling the last bit. "...Do you think we could have lunch? Just sometime?" "Harry I'd love to but I can't. You have to believe me. I love you, but I can't see you. If I see you, I'll want to get back together, but we can't. If there's anyway we could, I would but we can't." "I'll fix it. I'll do anything baby." "Harry, there's nothing to fix. Okay?" "O-Okay..." "Baby?" "Mhmm?" I mumbled, still upset. "I love you okay?" "I love you too..." "Will you sing for me?" "Of course love." I began to sing Amnesia. As I finished, I heard her sniffle on the other end. "You made me cry." She said, laughing through the tears. I smiled, crying as well. "Harry, listen I have to go but maybe we can talk sometime later, okay?" "Okay...Bye." "Bye Haz. Please don't hurt yourself!!" She reminded before hanging up. I immediately started crying. There's no way in hell I'll be able to convince her to stay with me. I was so convinced if be able to get her back by the way she's talking...There's no way. I looked over at Gus who sat beside me. "Hey bud...I miss her. Don't you?" He whimpered and crawled into my lap. I pulled up our texts and smiled. We last texted last week when she left. The last things we said to each other were:

"I love you so much baby girl!!"

And

"I love you too Hazza! :)"

I decided to send her another one.

"Hi babe. I hope I don't wake you up. (again) Just, it's 2:15 and I really miss you. I wish I were kissing you instead of missing you. I hope you're okay. I don't know if I am, but I'm going to sleep soon, so it won't matter. You are a phenomenal person, and I am very deeply in love with you. I hope you don't get bored of me. I love you. God, I love you so much."