Lost In Time ,, (A Zayn Malik Vampire Love Story ) *Under A Major Editing*

Someday You'll Learn How To Love Me

Zina's Pov 

" i just want to be loved " he whispered sadness taking over his voice i hugged him tighter running my hand through his soft dark hair 

"it's okay that you want to be loved ,, but you're destroying every chance to be loved by anyone " i said sighing ,, he broke away looking at me frowning ,, 

'do you think i'm that bad for you" he said slowly frowning

"no, zayn i don't mean that you're bad but ,, umm ,, well i think you're,, not to be lying ,, just you have to change Zayn this is the only way someone or maybe everyone will love you without you even asking them to " i said looking at him kind of disappointed 

"well i think nobody will because i CAN'T DAMN CHANGE " he yelled at me ,, and that was it ,, why does he even yelling at me,, i didn't do anything 

"WHY ARE SCREAMING AT ME ,, I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING ..  look zayn with this side of you ,, nobody well love you ,, not even a little " i said calming down at the end ,, he was breathing heavily closing his eyes and clenching his fists ,, as his tattoo glowed wildly 

"you don't understand ,, and you'll never understand " he said but i think the one who was talking to me wasn't Zayn ,, it seemed like his voice was mixed with some other deep scary voice 

"maybe i want to but you're not letting me " i whispered shaking my head from side to side ,, i got up from beside him walking towards the door opening it ,, and to my surprise it was open ,, i looked at zayn who was already looking at me with a disappointed ,, hurt face 

"just go away " he whispered looking down 

"Remember you're the one who is pushing everyone away ,, one day you'll regret it " i said not bothering to look at him

with that i walked out of his house heading to my own ,, i opened the door surprised that my aunt was passing around the house  ..

oh come'on it's not like i want more drama .. i said to myself sighing 

"hey Aunt Nickole " i said setting next to her on the couch

"where have you been  " she turned to me looking worried

"i'm sorry i was with a friend of mine studying ,, and when i got tired i slept on the desk ,, she decided not to wake me because i was too tired " i tried to make my lie as believable as possible so she won't reveal my lie ,, god knows what else she can do with her wolfie talents other than healing 

"it'll pass this time only because you were studying ,, but if you repeat it ,, you'll have to deal with the Consequences " she said warning me 

"okay ,, i promise it'll not happen again " i said getting relaxed 

"good " she said giving me a light smile but i knew what was coming next 

"i think we need to talk so we could clear some stuff as well  " she said looking at me nervously 

"yeah just like how you cleared my memory right " i said raising my eyebrow

" ha ?? um what are talking about ? " she said faking her tone acting like she has no clue about what i said 

" look auntie i know the truth and i'm not scared of you ,, i'll love you no matter what even if you're werewolf .. you took a good care of me when i was alone without mum and dad ,, you didn't bother to get married just to stay beside me ,, i really appreciate it and i'll never treat you differently just because you're a supernatural creature which is a fact i'll try to get along with ,, i'll never you leave and i'll stand by you just like how you did with me " i finished some tears were making their ways to my cheeks 

"thank you so much honey ,, i think i raised my sister's daughter well " she whispered in my ear as she hugged me tightly .. i hugged her back getting comfortable because of her warmth ,, now i know why my aunt was always warm i think it has  something to do with being a werewolf 

i was disconnected with my thoughts by her words 

" i appreciate it too honey but i think there's a lot more to talk about other than me being a supernatural creature ,, and what i'm going to talk about will have something to do with the horrible scent of a damn blood sucker that is spread all over you " she said looking disgusted

"well auntie can we please don't talk about th-" i didn't get the chance to finish my sentence

"no honey if it is related to the blood suckers then we have to talk " she said worriedly 

" look aunt i'll explain everything but later ,, please i think i had enough drama for today " i said begging her to leave it alone 

" okay ,, get some rest ,, and we'll talk later " she said giving up sighing 

"thank you" i said smiling tiredly 

i kissed her cheek ,, then headed up stairs to my room ,, 

"oh no damn it " i said as i remembered that my phone was at zayn's ,,

" how will i get it now " i said speaking my mind out ,, i'll just leave it there it's not like my phone was that important the only Importance for it was that maybe demi and dylan will call me

 it was hot in the room so i opened my balcony door ,, i glanced at zayn's balcony to see it was closed and no one was in sight 

i sighed changing into my pj's laying down on my bed ,, sleeping instantly

Zayn's Pov 

why does she hate me that much she's my mate she's suppose to love me  not to hate my guts that way ,, why doesn't she get that i'll never change because there a damn demon living inside of me 

 i'll change in one Condition.. if she fell in love with me breaking my curse

i'll just go out looking for a snack to get my mind off this drama 

i got dressed ,, when i was making my way out of my room i found Zina's phone on my desk ,, i held it in my hand admiring it slowly opening her lock ,, i decided to look through her texts ,, if she's my mate then i've to know everything about her ,, hmm most of her texts were to Dylan and Demi ,, nothing interesting  at all .. i remembered to call the boys ,, as weird as that will sound,, i kinda miss them ,, maybe i'll call them after getting my snack

i opened the door ,, glancing at Zina's balcony ,, i saw that the balcony's door was open ,, i hesitated for a second Whether to check on her or not ,, but what can i do she was my mate ,, i'll just have a quick glance at her then i'll go

i hopped reaching her balcony ,, and there she was laying in her bed looking like an angel ,, i got closer to her stroking her soft brown hair ,, she turned a little on her side ,, i didn't care though i caressed her Beautiful cheeks lightly ,, she leaned to my touch which made me  smile proudly 

 i laid down next to her until her face was few inches away from mine .. so were her lips ,, i stared at her lips ,, they were so red and full .. i got closer to her parting my lips .. i kissed her lips slowly not wanting the moment to end ,, she was so warm and soft ,, i hugged her waist  ,, running my hand through her hair slowly .. 

"maybe someday you'll learn how to love me " i whispered in her ear kissing it then i got up hopping out of the balcony smiling like an idiot ,, i hate how i can get soft sometimes but it seems like i've no control over myself when she's near me ,, i love her ,, i could feel like she's part of my soul that's technically doesn't exist  

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