Lost In Time ,, (A Zayn Malik Vampire Love Story ) *Under A Major Editing*

For The First Time In A While

Recap:-

 She took her hand back but this time she didn't put it back in it's place...instead she rested it loosely in her lap still blushing ....I finally made it to the roof putting her down slowly.

She smiled widely as soon as her eyes fell on the view....and that was the moment when I promised myself that I'll do whatever it takes to keep that smile on her face .

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Zina's Pov :-

Everything was perfect ,, the roof had a beautiful view on the ocean
Two small beds were placed in The middle of the roof circled by candles ....there was something on the candles protecting it from the wind so it'll stay lit...I stared At the view that was in front of me in total amaze.

" So? " Zayn spoke snapping me back into reality

" It's uh ,  I just " I stuttered not being able to express how much i'm shocked and amazed by the view in words " I'm Out of words ,, this is Amazing "

Zayn stared at me with an amused smile playing on his lips
" I guess you liked it Then ?  "

" Of course " I replied with an excited smile

He smiled back taking my hand in his lacing our fingers together leading me towards the beds
I laid on my back staring at the dark sky and the glowing stars.

" I brought us here because I want you to clear your mind , so feel free to ask any question that might cross your mind so you'd be no longer confused about anything " Zayn stated simply turning his head towards me

I nodded thinking deeply about where should I start
" May I ask You how you got turned ,I mean how does it feel to be a vampire , I know that's a weird question I- "

" It's Alright i got you " Zayn chuckled understanding My point

" Louis And Harry ,they turned me when I was walking through the woods on my way home .I was so confused when I woke up in their house the next morning I didn't know what was wrong with me, I couldn't feel anything but burning pain in my whole body
I Asked them who were they and what happened to me ,, they explained everything but it was a lot to take in . I didn't know what to do,so I ran although they advised me not to ,, I didn't realize that blood thirst could control me and make me do things I'd regret later
I will never forget that night till the last second of my life . I headed home forgetting my blood thirst . It was midnight When I entered and everyone was asleep ,, I spotted Safaa my little sister in front of the fridge drinking water before she goes back to bed ,, she was just 10 and I was so thirsty ,, I-I couldn't control myself " Zayn's voice cracked and his eyes got glassy " she noticed my presence ,, she started telling me about how happy she was that I'm back since I was missing for 4 days and she wanted me to promise her to take her to the park like I used to do ,, she stretched her small arms for me asking for a hug
I hugged her and it was the stupidest thing I've ever made
I swear I tried to control it but I couldn't ,I bit her and I enjoyed every drop of her blood then I heard a lot of screaming and I didn't stop until I felt a bullet go through my arm ,, I raised my head to see my family looking at me in pure terror ,, my dad was holding his gun since he couldn't stop me in any other way
My chin was covered in blood ,, my little sister's blood ,, I'd never forget how they looked at me that night ,how my father looked at me with an angry look that i couldn't explain
I ran as fast as possible towards the woods when I saw the pure terror that was in my mother's eyes but when I calmed down I realized that I almost killed my baby sister
I got back to Harry and Louis . They appreciated my statement and left me alone ,, a couple of days passed and I knew my sister got in a coma and on the other hand my family announced that I'm dead because they didn't want to be related to A monster like me or should i say because they didn't believe I'm a creature which didn't excist only in myths . I lived with Harry and Louis until I made sure my sister was still alive and until I learned everything about being a vampire then I moved on my own here in this house away from everyone and since then I didn't have the strength to move back to Bradford but Harry was always telling me about my family and how are they doing
I knew everything about them even the dates they died in but I didn't have the ability to go and see them because each time I think about getting back to them and explain everything I only remember the way they looked at me that's why I never returned. I wish I had a chance to turn back time and make everything right I just wish I could " Zayn whispered the last part lowly putting his head in his hands a couple of seconds passed silently until I heard a sob.