I would trace all the stars leading to you even though it's hard, but not as hard as opening up to you without feeling vulnerable, judged, and needy, I don't know how to cry in front of anybody ; it's just a spiritual form of distressing myself that has to be done in private; a safe environment of vibing with the lower frequencies of the universe .
you witnessed my destruction, but my atoms has been shifted to a whole new domain and it's cold there somehow.
Cold frosty weather used to scare me but I changed .
Cold feels fresh again , enough for me to wake up from the coma of " self-abuse "
I don't need warm hugs and sugar coated lies to make my excuses look reasonable
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I need to wake up !
Special dedication: my crush and myself
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Mindfulness ( blue edition)
PoetryRanking #23 on the rising list and #18 on the hot list . I express myself in the form of poetry . This book is dedicated most importantly to people facing mental illnesses and heartbreaks ( I love you ) .
