9:21 pm // Another mistake, another earthquake

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He's fallen in love with me,
And I feel the guilt sinking deep into my skin,
How could I have done this again?

It was taken the wrong way,
I guess I never really mean the things I say,
And I hate myself for the things I've done,
And continue to do,

I write this as he reads his poetry he wrote for me,
Through the headphone in my ears,

If only I hadn't done this again,
Another one,
That fell for me and will leave broken,

Because I break them all,
I'm a shattering earthquake,

The ground crumbles beneath my feet,

If only I hadn't been curious,
If only I'd not replied,

I am now caught in a tidal wave once again,
Full of love, lust and confusion,
While the love does not belong to me,

He is the love,
I'm sorry I've brought this upon you,

Not the first time this has happened in these past months,
I just continue to break people,
I feel so bad,
It eats me up inside,

But I live with what I've done,
Because to everything I do,
There will be a consequence,

Im sorry I didn't warn you,

I'm an earthquake.

And I will destroy all of it,
Leaving nothing left standing when it's finally over.

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