Enemies with Benefits: Freshman in Training

Step 40: Closure.

5-23-14

I seriously can't believe this was happening.

Of course I accepted his offer to hang out!

"Yeah for sure!!"

"Okay just let me know."

Kevin offered for us to hang out before he left.

I shouldn't be freaking out over this at 11:23pm at night. I should be finishing The Fault in Our Stars and going to sleep!

But sleep wasn't going to happen tonight.

I thought that this book was over after tonight.

Okay I take back what I said earlier. Miracles do happen, even for girls like me.

"Okay or you!"

"Whenever for me so up to you."

We both are so bad at this stuff.

And may I add that it's not very good that I'm his only best friend on snapchat.

Let's hope no one is creeping. But on the bright side, school's out! No confrontation from people! I can just delete the message.

5-28-14

Before I could talk myself out of it, I pressed send.

"Hey, are you busy next weekend?"

Of course I was talking to Scar about how I was totally freaking out.

He replied pretty quickly though.

The anxiety built as I opened the snapchat.

"Uh..I'm leaving next weekend lol why?"

If you listen closely, you can hear the sound of my heart breaking.

"Oh. I just thought we could hang out then.."

He hadn't responded. But he didn't have to.

I mean he didn't open it even so it's not like he's ignoring me.

It's just that, I procrastinated all week about asking him this and I finally do it and it's the weekend he's moving!

I found out through sources that he's moving four hours away with his mom and sister. His dad is staying for another year.

Something like, it got too hard for his mom to be traveling back and fourth to that city for so long that they decided to just move there.

So it's been an hour since I've sent the message and he has yet to open it.

Forget it.

I'm going to bed.

 I couldn't go to bed.

 I was literally just laying there.

So I picked up my phone again.

New snapchat from Kevin.

I gulped and quickly unlocked it.

"Dang! I'm sorry :("

I blinked away tears that threatened to fall.

Time to lie.

"It's okay! I'm sure you're busy packing all week until then."