❖ Mafia Alpha ❖

11. // kiss

❖ Bella
"Is that so?" He said chuckling, shaking his head. "Yes. I don't even want you as my mate" I said what made him growl. "I mean if your treating me this way or don't want me, just fücking say it already!" I jelled at the top of my lungs.

His face softened and he gave me a narrowed look. "Who said I don't want you?" He asked, letting a glimpse of sadness sip trough. "You sure as hell don't act like you want me" I said, hurt and slightly irritated.

I stood up and walked towards the bathroom.

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The girl looking in the mirror back at me was even worse than before. She looked pale, drained of life, lost and unrecognizable to the girl she ones was.

Reality hit me hard. My father is bipolar and my mother and I fell for many of his faces for years and years. And if that's not awful enough I have Ryker. The mate who clearly has some personal issues to solve.

I washed my face and tied my hair in a messy bun. I was still in my purple-ish sweater and it started to itch so I took it off.

I was now wearing my black jeans and black shirt. I could see my black lace bra trough the thin fabric but I didn't care anymore so I walked back to my seat, across Ryker's seat.

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I sat down and ignored Ryker's burning eyes burn into me. I didn't want to talk to him again, it would be a waste of energy.

I fell asleep and woke up by a tingly feeling.

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I opened my eyes and saw that I was in a car being hugged by Parker. "Where are we?" I asked with my hoarse voice. "New York, now get some sleep. The time difference is 6 hours" and with that, I fell into a deep slumber feeling tingles on my forehead.

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I slammed my room door shut and cried into my pillow. "Stupid father" I cried out. "Stupid What?" I heard behind me what made me jump.

I was mortified when I saw my father standing there with his red alpha eyes. "Mi dispiace, padre!" (I'm sorry Father!) I cried out, crawling back onto my bed.

"Oh Mia Bella" (oh my Beauty) he whispered as he unbuckled his belt. He stepped towards me and pushed me onto the ground. All I could feel was pain.

He made sure not to hit my head, so one one knew what he did to me. "Padre, per favore" (father, please) I whimpered as he hit me even harder.
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"BELLA WAKE UP!" I heard before jumping up. I was in a king sized bed with a half naked Ryker.

I saw Ryker look at me worriedly. I was panting and I felt tears on my cheeks. He put his hands on either side of my cheeks and wiped away a tear with his finger.

"Bella are you alright?" he whispered before kissing me on my forehead. "Yeah- Uhm, I'm fine" I said, putting my hands on his.

He tensed up, probably feeling the tingly feeling extra hard. "You- were screaming Bella." I furrowed my eyebrows and looked down. "I'm fine" I said, feeling a tear roll down my cheek.

I think I've been holding in my feelings for too long. I tried to be this girl, an illusion that I've created to look happy and strong in front of everyone. I just couldn't hold it in anymore and let it all out, silently.

"Baby please, let me help" Ryker said, pulling my head up. "You can't" I said with a broken voice, looking him in the eyes.

I saw him look at me in a way I've never seen anyone look at me. A look of true understanding of my deepest feelings. I felt like I could trust him with all the things I thought, did or want.

But I didn't want to open up to someone like Ryker. Even though he's my mate. He'll have to earn my trust.

I guess the tension was too much to handle for Ryker and me. We were gazing into each other's eyes and slowly moved closer, until I felt his breath on my lips.

Nora was telling me to give in but my mind spoke otherwise. I gave into the strong bond and did something I would regret later.

I put my hand on the back of his neck and he put his hand on the back of mine, pulling me in for a kiss. I felt my lips against his and he kissed back, gently and passionately.

I moved with him and he gently bit on my lip for entrance. I held my breath, almost moaning at his actions. I gave him entrance and he started to explore inside my mouth.

Our tongues were moving in sync and gently stocking each other. I could feel him smirk and saw his member harden underneath the thin covers.

I pulled back for air and we were gazing at each other. "Wow" Is all he said before our lips were back sealed on each other.

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