❖ Mafia Alpha ❖

15. // -life is unfair-

[SHOCKING CONTENT AHEAD]
Read at own risk plz ♥️
And no it's not a sex scene, kinda?
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❖ Bella
I woke up in the dark in Ryker's room with a needle in my arm. I scanned over the room and noticed that Ryker wasn't here. The only thing was his smell, all over the place. It made me sick and more depressed than I already am at this point.

I felt a sharp pain bolt trough me what made me whimper. I ignored the almost unbearable pain and flung my legs over the side of the bed.

'Nora, are you okay?' I asked but she didn't reply. I stood up and made my way over to the bathroom. I heard the floor make a sound and stopped to look what I stepped on. I saw nothing. "Of course" I whispered, lifting up a piece of the wooden floor.

Every mafia has backup guns. This is the most stupid place to hide it, even I did better. I saw three guns. I put down the top and walked towards the bathroom.

I switched on the lights and closed my eyes at the brightness. I felt the pain grow but managed to ignore it. I walked over to the mirror and saw that my hair was beyond messed up.

I opened a drawer, in the hope of finding a comb to brush out my hair. I saw... shaving cream and ha! I found the comb. I saw something in the corner of the drawer. It was a package of razor blades. I wasn't thinking clear and picked it up.

I brushed my hair and stared at my reflection in disgust. No wonder my mate doesn't even like me. No wonder he chooses someone with bigger boobs. No wonder he likes Nancy more than me.

I tried to think about happy thoughts and failed. All I could think about was my mate and the pain I've been trough. I put the package back in the drawer and walked out of the bathroom, switching off the lights.

I decided to go downstairs to eat something so I walked out of the room. "Ahh, harder. Ryker, please" I heard Nancy scream from downstairs. My eyes began to fill with tears but I didn't let a single tear fall.

I blinked the tears away and slowly walked down the long stairs. "Aaaaaah!, ryker!" Nancy yelled out what made me freeze. The pain bolted trough me again and I bit my lip in the hope of silencing myself. I bit my lip so hard that I tasted blood in my mouth.

I got used to the pain and walked further down the stairs. "Yeah, you like that Don't you" I heard Ryker say. I didn't know it was even possible but he managed to do it. He broke me in the most wicked way.

I stepped down the last step and followed the moans. I heard Nora whimper. 'Nora please talk to me' I pleaded but she didn't reply. "Ryker!" Nancy moaned out.

I arrived at a black door with a golden name plate, alpha's office. I took a deep breath and remembered myself not to cry before I slowly opened the door.

I saw Nancy bend over his desk and... yeah.

"Bella!" He yelled out as soon as he saw me. I looked down, I had that image burned into my eyes for the rest of my life.

"I thought you drugged her, why is she awake!" Nancy yelled. I felt the tears roll down my cheek and heard Nora plead for me to take the pain away.

"TI ODIO COSÌ TANTO!" (I hate you so much!) I jelled out in tears before running back towards the room.

I wasn't thinking clear right now. Nora wasn't responding either but I could feel her pain.

I closed the door behind me and pushed a heavy couch in front of it.

I gave up, I had nothing to live for. I could never go back to see my mother, let alone help her, I could never have a mate that will love me for who I am and I will never be missed by anyone.

I lowered my head and tried to contact Nora for the last time. 'Nora, I'm so sorry you can't have what you deserve' I said, crying and sobbing at this point. 'It hurts, please take the pain away, please please please!' She begged crying also at screaming. I've never been so broken before, I had no purpose whatsoever.

I heard footsteps on the stairs so I got a gun from the secret hiding place and ran towards the bathroom, locking it.

I opened the drawer and grabbed the package of razor blades. I laid the gun and package it from of me. I looked at myself in the mirror and my eyes were puffy and red.

"Goodbye cruel word" I whispered.

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