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It's been a couple days since my mum has no longer been with me. My heart is aching, I miss her. Although, I should be celebrating her life & trying to make her proud as promised. For her.

I sighed loudly, dreading the day ahead. I rolled off the bed, walking to the bathroom.

I removed my pj's, I unclipped my bra, slipping my panties off of me. I turned on the shower at normal temperature. Foot after foot, I stepped in, the warm droplets dropping onto my body. I scrubbed my body, the usual. I started thinking about my mum again.

I had nightmares about her dying before, now she's dead I have nightmares of her still being around me. Others would argue, it's a good thing but it creeps me out. I grabbed the shower handle, holding it against my face.

After about 30 minutes, I got out of the shower. I moisturised & sprayed some body mist mixed with perfume. I slipped on a clean pair of panties, and a clean bra. I looked at my body, admiring my curvy outlines. Not vainly. I'm quite happy with the way I am. I did my makeup which consisted of, concealer under my eyes, just my eyes because I liked my beauty marks & faint freckles. Eyebrows for extra definition. Eyeliner & mascara. Highlighter in the inner corners of my eyes, on my nose, Cupid's bow & cheekbones.

I contoured / bronzed underneath my cheekbones a little & I finished off with some lipgloss. I smiled at my reflection. Unlocking the door, I walked out of the bathroom towards my wardrobe. Picking up a plain black strapped top & a pair of denim jeans.

I took some of my eco styling gel, slicking my curly mane down with my strong, rough brush, brushing it down into a low bun. I arranged my baby hairs in swoop motions. I popped in some hoop earrings, slipping on some black socks & slid on my old skool vans.

I grabbed my Ralph Lauren dark grey hoodie, putting it on. I grabbed my Northface windbreaker jacket, putting it on top. Getting out of my now empty house, I walked to school. I was scrolling through Instagram as I came across the dreaded boys page, clicking on it.

I liked one of his pictures, following him back.

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edwinhonoret cool kid😇

I analysed multiple pictures on his profile, getting interrupted.
"Anastasia, shouldn't you be in morning registration?" The headteacher asked.
"Sorry I'm late, sir. I'll head down now."
"Quickly, please." He stated, rather than asking.
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