There's no specific person I wish I could be. I quite enjoy most aspects of my life, and a life spent wishing that I was someone else would be a life wasted. But there are parts of me that I wish I could change, so I dedicate this letter to myself.
I wish that I was more confident. I wish that I could walk up to a girl and introduce myself, like my friends can! I wish that the thought of trying to make friends is as daunting as staring at a 3,000 foot cliff you've just been instructed to free climb.
I wish that I wasn't so vulnerable! I wish that harsh words from someone didn't have the ability to pierce me to the core as they do. I wish that it didn't have to take me over a year to get over the girl I first fell in love with. I wish that I didn't have to feel so afraid of the world; like everyone it out to get me.
I wish I was better with school. I wish I didn't always procrastinate my assignments until late into the night before they're do.
I wish I didn't have Anxiety Disorder and ADHD, because they make my life so unbelievably hard sometimes.
I wish I was better at sports, and I wish I enjoyed them more. Seems like it's a lot more socially accepted to be on the football team than to write poetry.
I wish I was stronger. Not physically, but mentally and spiritually. I feel thin, and weak.
But then again, I enjoy who I am.
