Quick author's note:
Okay, so I don't even know where to start here. I apologize IMMENSELY for doing this TWICE. I was finishing up college prep & started my first year of college and I was TOTALLY distracted by that. I apologize so much to my readers and contributing authors, it is not fair for me to disappear without any word. On this note, I am publishing the last FanFile that I currently hold, but I am not sure when/if there will be more FanFiles to come. I originally had scheduled another, but I am not sure if they are still willing to write one due to my aloofness. I will get back to you all on that one, but for now, here is part three of the FanFiles:
Written by: TheKilljoysRevenge
I quickly sat up on the Way's couch,
breathing heavily. My heart ached once
more as I thought of Gerard and how beat
up he was. That was just a dream right?
He's fine?
I sit up, Gerard's final words in my
dream (?) replaying through my mind. 'I'm
not okay, I promise.' It was certainly
catchy, I'd have to use that.
I quietly make my way into the
basement to check on G, my soft footsteps
the only sounds in the house.
I don't see his outline in the blankets
and panic fills my veins, my heart
pounding in my throat as I quickly find the
light switch. My anxiety makes an
appearance when Gerard doesn't and I
quickly run out of the house to find him,
not caring that it was raining, not caring
that I was only in shorts and a baggy shirt.
My feet hurt from running barefoot on
the cool, wet concrete and my lungs hurt
mostly just because I ran the entire way to
the park and I normally wasn't one for
running.
I look around frantically for any sign of
Gerard when I see a crepuscular silhouette
lying on the ground. I quickly run again
calling his name.
"El?" His hoarse voice asked gingerly
looking in my direction.
"Yes, yes, it's me. Are you okay? What
happened? Why are you in the park at.
At.... Whatever time it is.... In the
morning?!" I ask, worried. I kneel down
beside him, cautiously checking for
any injuries.
"I'm fine, El. I just... I got a little too
drunk and I guess I passed out," he
mumbled while looking to the bark
covered ground, clearly ashamed, "Are you
okay? Its freezing out. Why are you here?
Why don't you have shoes or a coat on?"
I sighed, wrapping my arms around him
in a tight hug. "No, I'm not fucking okay.
I'm seriously not o-fucking-kay. You had
me worried sick, Gee. I ran out as soon as l
noticed you weren't there." I said, crying
softly
I see him frown and he wraps his arms
around me, gently kissing my head, "I'm
sorry, El. Really. I'll do my best to stop
drinking. For you, and Mikey, and everyone
else." He murmurs trying to make me feel
better as I just nod, crying into his shirt. He
sighs and picks me up, carrying me back to
the house where he gives me dry clothes
to wear before we go to bed and fall
asleep, cuddling.
The only thing I heard the next morning before fully conscious was the quiet shuttering of a phone camera.
Author's note: again, I am so embarrassed and so sorry. Updates will be given as received on what will be happening next with this story. Thank you all for sticking through this!
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The World Is Ugly, But You're Beautiful To Me. (Gerard Way FanFiction)
FanfictionElodea Sothabella just moved away from Illinois to New Jersey and it's her first day of high school. Back at her old school, she only had one friend because of her style. So, of course, she's freaking out. She makes friends with Mikey Way and he int...
