"he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar. the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart. he's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do."
"As far as I'm concerned you're just another picture to burn."
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When I woke up I cut myself some fruit. I didn't go on my social media just because I didn't feel like being reminded of Shawn right now.
A couple hours after breakfast, I decided to livestream. I went on Instagram live.
"Hey guys what's up?"
Hey Sarah! You're so gorgeous! That video yesterday was so deep.
"Hi, and thank you! And yeah it was, but every once in a while I think I need to show that I'm a human being and that I have feelings."
Can you sing us a song?
"Uh yeah sure. What do you guys wanna hear? Also should I grab my guitar?"
Yessss grab the guitar!
"Alright let's go grab it." I said as I picked up my phone and walked upstairs to my room. "I haven't played the guitar in like two months." I said laughing. I brought the guitar downstairs and set my phone back up. I started playing the guitar, practicing before I start singing.
Shawn is watching! AHHHH SHAWN MENDES IS HERE. HI SHAWN
I read the comments before I started to sing, and I decided what song would be absolutely perfect.
"State the obvious, I didn't get my perfect fantasy I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy That's fine! I'll tell mine You're gay By the way I hate that Stupid old pickup truck You never let me drive You're a redneck heartbreak Who's really bad at lying So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time As far as I'm concerned you're Just another picture to burn There's no time for tears, I'm just sitting here Planning my revenge There's nothing stopping me From going out with all of your best friends And if you come around saying sorry to me My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be 'Cause I hate that Stupid old pickup truck You never let me drive You're a redneck heartbreak Who's really bad at lying So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time As far as I'm concerned you're Just another picture to burn If you're missing me, You'd better keep it to yourself 'Cause coming back around here Would be bad for your health 'Cause I hate that Stupid old pickup truck You never let me drive You're a redneck heartbreak Who's really bad at lying So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time In case you haven't heard I really really hate that Stupid old pickup truck You never let me drive You're a redneck heartbreak Who's really bad at lying So watch me strike a match On all my wasted time As far as I'm concerned you're Just another picture to burn Burn, burn, burn, baby, burn Just another picture to burn Baby, burn"
I continued to read the comments and one really stuck out. It came from Shawn. I read the comment aloud.
I see you're still obsessed with Taylor Swift.
"What would you know? I haven't seen or heard from you in over 2 years." I said.
The comments starting filling up with fans asking if we were friends before.
"To everyone asking, yes we were friends a long time ago. But I've moved on from that part of my life."
Sarah I know you better than anyone else. Please don't do this.
"Alright guys this is the end of this broadcast. Maybe I'll get back in later, who knows. Talk to you soon, love you!" I said and ended it, ignoring Shawn's comment.
I put my camera away from yesterday and straightened up a little bit. I put my hair in a high ponytail and put on some makeup. I picked an outfit from my closet and got dressed. (Pic) I decided that today I'm gonna go to the mall and do some shopping for the house.
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I arrived at the mall and it didn't look too crowded. When I first got there I went into forever 21 to find some new clothes. It's very hot in California compared to Canada and I mostly have jeans.
After a couple more stores later, I went into home decor store. I bought a few decor items, as well as necessities.
Once I finished I headed to the food court. I found a place called chic-fil-a and decided to try it. I ordered my food and went to sit at a table. I put my bags on the floor and pulled my phone out of my purse. I scrolled through my social media. I now had close to a million followers on twitter thanks to Shawn. I just wish he didn't have to interfere.
I ate my lunch, when someone familiar sat in the chair across me.
