OMG!! I updated?!?!?!?! What is this? Well, I was bored and decided, hey why not! So here it is, some writing that I haven't done in a year... hope its still good.
Ariel:
I walked silently behind Zayn, wondering why it was him who bothered to get me out of bed. I would have thought the girls would have told him of my dark mood for the past couple hours. I wanted to keep to my self but I just couldn't say no to Zayn for some reason.
I couldn't help but admire him from behind. I don't even mean the way he looks, just the way he seems so caring towards me when everyone seems to let me wallow in my pity. I smiled slightly, maybe there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I mean, a clique as that sounds I couldn't help but think that maybe having him as a friend could be a start. Maybe I could have another friend besides Danielle and Liam who knew my secret.
I flinched at the bright light and loud chatter of outside, our group standing there and waiting for us to come with them inside. I felt some warm feelings, they may be afraid to come near me as we were still new to each other, but they did care enough to wait for me. I hope, I mean they could be waiting for Zany and could care less about what happens to me. Like, I also took the spot as Liams partner and only god knows what the social media websites were saying, I was just to afraid to face the hate I would be getting as a dancer for One Direction.
They all turned to us and grinned as they saw me trailing behind Zany, "Look, the vampire has left her cave," one of the girls teased. I blushed and looked down, slightly hiding myself even farther behind Zayn. They giggled and headed inside, glad to be out of the spot light, except for Liam who looked at me carefully.
As I walked passed he stopped me, waving Zayn on, indicating he wanted to talk to me.
"You ok?" he asked, eyes coated in concern for my mood. I smiled at the question, not many people actually ask me, but I knew Daddy Direction was different.
"Yeah, I'm fine, just have a little home sickness."
"Ok, but if he calls you or get any nightmares you can always come and find me."
I nodded and headed inside, not wanting the emotions that come up whit the association of him to come up and wanted to get away. Not used to the caring attention from males, even if it is my best friends boyfriend.
Everyone looked up as we entered and gladly let me sit in the open seat next to Zayn and smiled at everyone, my mood raising a little. And as we ate I held a conversation with Zayn, describing funny and even embarrassing moments that we had.
Not noticing we had seemed to drift closer as we talked for the hour that was dinner, and I noticed that I barley touched the food until we were about to leave. I frowned and realized, I wasn't hungry. I looked at it seemingly sad but gave up on it and turned to Zany, his face inches from mine.
I took a deep breath and looked at his eyes, concern showing in the brown color. "You're not going to eat?" He asked.
I shook my head and tore my gaze from his, a blush covering my cheeks. I frowned as I glanced at his sad face. "Are you feeling ok?"
"Yeah, I'm just not that hungry. So I might take a doggy bag and eat it later."
"Just make sure you eat, you just work out too much to miss a meal. We don't want anything to happen to you." I nodded and looked down, wanting to fade into the night.
