It's the way I am. Take me even in this condition, and that's the love I need. Acceptance even in this reality of disrepute and stupidity. None shall know why I did what I had done. It came in a moment. Not a smile was smeared, but something had leaked. Heart dripped a last beat, and all that could be done was hurt.
Everything is unstable on a night like that. Only a note written, a letter of forlorn scribbled upon. Perhaps such a judgment was too quick, and departing because of an emotion is wrong.
On a night like that, someone slipped out the door when others slept. Thoughts clonked and dumped everywhere. Panic vented, and legs gave out a time or two. Long walks grew weary, and dozing off into the grass is all that was left to do.
Why go somewhere that I wanted to get away from? Why go to someone I wanted to leave? Because I believed he was the only one who would love me. But if he did, he wouldn't make me feel this way. To this day it still hurts, but now it's clear, it's been this way all along, he isn't worth a pain in my chest.
Never will this happen again.
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My Words By Audrey B. Holley
RandomI'm spilling my insides. Perhaps, you feel the same. A heart that wishes to harmonize. Feelings that roll around. How outcasts are wrong...all because of a shirt. A lonely world. Note to reader: I add in whatever is on my mind, so this is incomplete...
