I Am The Bad Girl [Completed]

Chapter 34

We were eating here. Cyrus parents owns this, they're so awesome. We're just in the middle class family, but its fine though. I must have courage and perseverance.

"You know what. Cyrus will leave this country. So let's celebrate." Lexi said
He'll leave? But why didn't he told me?. I mean I'm not suppose to act a shock girlfriend but why they know and I didn't know it. Unfair

"He'll leave for how many years there. He'll study there, and he'll learn more than here." Beyer said
"See you bro." Perry said and they shake hands

Cyrus is still smiling. "Airish you okay?" Anne ask
"Yeah, my stomach churns." I murmur
She nodded. I.. I can't say anything when his leaving this country. When?.

"Here's the food." Beyer said and ready to eat.
Cyrus ordered mine. All the foods we ordered are served. They all started eating. I ate one spoon. I'm still confused, he can study here? Why there?.

I'll miss him. No. Anne must miss him.
"Your not touching your food." Cyrus whispered
"Oh, sorry." I started eating
They are laughing after, while I play my phone. I'm still thinking.

"We should probably go home." Perry said
"Yeah, bye guys." Beyer said
"Bye Cyrus." Anne said and hugged him.

I didn't want to see that, actually I'm waiting for Sir Leo. The two of us were left, huh I don't like them. They left us. Were so quite and he started to destroy it.
"Are you okay?" He ask in a worried voice.
"I'm — not." I mutter
"I'm sorry."
"Why? For what?" I said and look at him. He put his hands in his pocket
"I'm leaving and I didn't told you. I don't want to look at you badly. I'm suppose to tell you tomorrow but they already said it. I don't want to see you like that, in a sad face" He said in a serious voice.

I know he don't want to. "Its fine with me. When?" I said but the truth it hurts me so.
"I'm leaving tomorrow afternoon. At six." He said
I inhaled deeply trying myself to look okay.
"Any last words?" He ask
"N-nothing." I replied

The rain started, I hate it. "Why do you want to leave?." I ask
"For my future, I'll learn more in there."
"When will you come back?" I ask my tears will fall. I inhaled deeply
"Let it go." He whispers

What does he mean?. "What?"
"Let go of your feelings." He said
My tears started to fall in front of him. I turn around not to look at him and wipe my tears. I inhaled deeply, but still my tears keeps falling. "When — will you come back?" I ask again
"I don't know." He mutters
"Take care." I said
"You don't want to miss me?" He ask
"N— no I won't." I mutter still not turning.

He gives me a back hug. "I know you will." He said in my ears
My tears keep falling like the raindrops of the rain. "I'm not suppose to miss you." I said. "But I will miss you Cyrus." I added
"Stop crying." He said and let me face him.

I felt pain when my mom died but his not dying but his leaving. He wiped my tears with his thumb and kissed me in the forehead. "I'll drive you home for the last time." He murmurs and hug me.