Until The Very End

Chapter 31

Elizabeth's POV

"You must be kidding me? I don't believe what you just said. This must be a joke, yeah a stupid prank." Blake said and laughed.

I stared at him shocked.

"What did you say, you-" Alice started but I stopped her.

"Guys, could you let us alone for a bit?" they slowly nodded and left the room.

"Just yell if you need something." Rose said to me and gave Blake a last glare before she closed the door.

Blake and I were let alone in my room. I stared at him as he shook his head rapidly while laughing as if this was a joke which hurt me deeply.

"Blake, what the heck? That's not the reaction I thought I would get from my boyfriend." I asked hurt.

"What are you talking about? I know that everything is only a joke so you don't need to lie anymore." he said with anger.

I looked at him shocked. I was hurt but also angry. I clenched my chest and glared at him.

"You asshole! You really think this is a lie?! You really think that I'm playing being a sick person?!" I yelled at him.

I saw red. I suffered until now and that's the reaction I get from the person who should care for me?

It seems like he was taken aback from what I said and looked at me shocked but that was immediately replaced with anger again.

"What? Do you think I really would believe it so fast? Do you think it's so easy to accept the fact that you're dying after keeping it from me so long?!" he yelled at me.

"Why are you mad at me now?! You should have reacted like every good boyfriend should have. You should have held me in your arms and comfort me and not laugh it off!" I argued.

"Now I'm not a good boyfriend? Were you a good girlfriend? No, so why should I?" he asked and stood up.

My eyes widened as I looked at his angry face. His eyes weren't those grey ones anymore. It was much darker.

"It isn't my fault for being sick!" I yelled at him.

"But it's you who didn't tell me anything right away, it's you who lied to me this entry time, it's you who left me years ago and now you come back and tell me that you will die and I didn't know anything for these fucking years?! Whose fault is it now?!"

I couldn't say anything. My mind suddenly was blank.
He took a deep breath before he glared at me again.

"Tell me, was everything only a lie? Did you really 'love' me?"

I was about to answer but he cut me off.

"Don't say anything. I don't want to hear your excuses anymore. I'm sick of this, I'm sick of you keeping everything from me. Why did I fell in love with a girl like you?!" he said through greeted teeth and stormed out of my room slamming the door.

I sat there and started at the door Blake just left.

My eyes started to tear and soon I found myself crying.

I thought about everything going he just said.

He was right. It was my fault that it came to this. I blamed him for being a bad boyfriend even thought he didn't knew a thing.
However, I was still mad at him for his behaviour.

There was one question which is flying around my mind.

Does that mean that we just broke up?

*****

"Hello, Elizabeth. My name is Claire and I will be your nurse from today on."

I was back in the hospital and won't be released any time soon.

"Nice to meet you." I said and gave her a small smile which she returned.

"So for now you can rest. I will come back later with your lunch." she said and left the room.

I sighed and leaned against my bed and looked out of the window. I had my own room which was rather big. It has a really large couch where more than 7 people could fit in, a little closet for my things, a night stand with a pull out table and I also have my own bathroom. I also have a TV which was right in front of me.

It's only ten past 9 o'clock. My parents went to my school this morning to resign me from school and to collect my things. They said that I can go back to school when I get better but I knew better than anyone else that I won't go back to school.

Even though only minutes had passed, I already got bored. I would like to read a book but Jake will bring some of my things after he met Sarah. Stupid date.
My phone was literally death. Again. I forgot to charge it last night because...well I was too distracted.

About Blake...I don't really have much to say. Only that's he's a jerk. I haven't heard anything from him since yesterday.
I won't lie and say that I don't miss him. I totally miss him but I'm angry at him which won't fade away any time soon.

I imagined him sitting beside me, comforting me and talk to me as if nothing was wrong. But I thought wrong. He pushed me away. He left me right when I needed him the most.

I was pulled out of my thoughts when I felt something wet drop on my hands. I looked down and saw tears dropping on my hands one after another.
I clenched my blanket and wiped away my tears.

No tears should be wasted on this. At this moment I decided not to cry anymore. It won't be easy but crying won't solve any of my problems.

I pulled out the remote for my bed and fixed my bed to an half laying and half sitting position. I took the other remote for the TV and searched through the series and movies until I settled down on Teen Wolf. Now was the chance for me to watch Teen Wolf because Rose would tell me everytime to watch it.